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judy

@friendinabox

My anxiety is bigger than me.

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Joined November 2019
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Now that I reached the end of ypur fuxking blog. I will read it and I hoeuep once I'm done, my feeling for you will end as well.
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Now it's 4 in the morning I should be falling asleep but I'm falling for you instead. This line from BV's song hits me every fucking time.
Sino pwede kausap. Need ko lang mag kwento ng crush ko na di ko makwento sa mga kakilala ko
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Why do you have to tell me that you bake cookies and will send it to your crush? Why do I need to hear it f8rst in the morning? Don't I have feelings?!
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Euphoria's special episode. That's just what i need right now.
Thanks for making me feel like shit. I hate my self for thinking this but I can't help.
You're online but ignoring my message. Okay. Thanks
The new instagram uodate that let you see who's online and not have never felt hurtful as this before.
God help me.
Day 1 of My bestfriend getting a boyfriend: She told me today that the guy he's talking to ask her out. The date was not set yet, I congratulate her and laughed. Intense anxiety flooded my brain. And I'm crying now. Can't tell her how I feel because of embarrassment.
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Day 3 of my bestfriend getting a boyfriend: last night my bestfriend is so busy because she have lots of deadline to do, so we just video chat each other and I pretend that I'm asleep while she's doing her work. And I feel asleep we did not talk.
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Day 14 of my bestfriend getting a boyfriend: Tomorrow I'm gonna meet the guy. I'm getting anxious right now. The reality will slap me hard in the face tomorrow. So goodluck to me. 😩
In the morning when I wake up the video chat is still on and I can't saw her but I know that she's already sleeping. I checked IG stories and saw that she posted a picture of us video chatting and I'm already sleeping that time.
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It's just me who's thinking everything on a negative angle. And she's just being her loving self. Hays Happy new year to me. To this anxiety and all my issues.
The future boyfriend is sending data dumps and my bestfriend, her phone is vibrating endlessly and I can hear it she's happy and she's using her other phone to reply and I felt watching the movie alone. All the lights were out in my room and i
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I'm crying infront of the screen. She doesn't see me double pun intended. I hate that feeling. I'm happy that she's happy but I'm sad at the same time cuz she's happy without me.
I know some of you may think that I am over acting. But I haven't felt so special my whole life and that one person might leave me.
Worse part of your bestfriend getting a boyfriend is thinking they might forget about you 😔
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For some reason. Im sad, knowing my bestfriend getting a boyfriend.. TT
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