homosexuality is evil except when it’s two boys kissing. especially when it’s two emo boys kissing on the mouth with tongue
growing up i bought into the meme that “everyone is a lil bisexual” and that “sexuality is on a spectrum” until i made out with a girl who i had a girls crush on and it legit felt like incest. a little molested even. homosexuality is not natural sorry.
i know i subconsciously see hefabs as men still (despite my radical truscumness) cuz i feel dysphoric whenever i think i look they/hefab-ish
dont kill me but I think estradiol patches are more potent and better at administering a steady regular dose of E than IM injections. I will stay with injections every 5 days cuz the more I suffer for my womanhood the more real it feels.
i hate being in public by myself in the mornings. i’m waiting on somebody rn in campus and it’s crowded and idk how to stand or act or idk what to do with my hands im just hyperfixating on my mannerism i feel like having an autistic episode
transsex spergs hyperfixate on clinically transing n ignore the social side. u can do all the HRT/surgeries etc and still be a “social hon” w/ 0 social calibration. then they mistake that social failure as proof the physical transition failed instead of realizing both go together
we need to talk about the agp gooner stare. they always tend have this eery unnerving look in their eyes. always triggers a visceral reaction in me. their under-eye area tends to be uncannily hollow/dark no matter how long they've been on E. like a creepier thousand miles stare.
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"realer-than-real", when cis body tea and mug serves fish hyper-realness. I mean "realness" and "serves" in both the Baudrillardian and ballroom sense.
Katie Price (just like La Cicciolina described by baudriallrd in the excerpt bellow) is the Cissy in her final form. she embodies the "realer-than-real", a living breathing semiotic hyperbole that lives through pure signs of sex. a gender cyborg. the physical manifestation of signs fully committed to the "artifice". The “fish” woman, the "real" fem queen, as opposed the cissy queen, is left approximating the simulation, and is judged by how well she matches this hyperreal model.
where Femininity achieves full Fetish status. Not "fetish" in the colloquial sense. Fetish as in it's original pure etymological meaning. Fetish comes from latin 'Facticius' ("made by art" or "artificial") and 'Facere' ("to make"). Fetish ie the embodiment and manifestation of pure Artifice itself.
The "Real" "Fem realness" becomes subordinate to the this artificial "Fetish" circulating model of the feminine.
A debased hyper "femininity" detached from any stable origin.
I call it the Fiat Feminine.










