I’m bad at socializing (if it’s for work or smth professional that’s different I’m a grown ass employed woman lol) so I try to make myself as small and NPC as possible, which leads me to frequently runaway from conversations or hide… blending myself into the wall…
I always assume the worst y’know… the immature thought of “people hate me anyway or WILL hate me so I’ll get out of their hair…” That kind of stupid ass thought…Even if I do want to be a social butterfly… I’m always so envious of people who are so pleasantly social…
