@63_cals

vent acc | fem transmasc | 23 | edtwt | minors + ageless DNF | Days Binge Free: 1

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Joined February 2026
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•̩̩͙˚⁺‧. •̩̩͙˚⁺‧.˚ •̩̩͙ ✩. •̩̩͙˚⁺‧. •̩̩͙*˚⁺‧. ˚ •̩̩͙ ✩. ⋆ˊˎ- Honey ⋆ˊˎ- 23 ⋆ˊˎ- high sw ⋆ˊˎ- diagnosed ednos, ocd, adhd ⋆ˊˎ- alt ⋆ˊˎ- fem nonbinary transmasc ⋆ˊˎ- stem major undergrad •̩̩͙˚⁺‧. •̩̩͙*˚⁺‧.˚ •̩̩͙ ✩. •̩̩͙˚⁺‧. •̩̩͙*˚⁺‧. ˚ •̩̩͙ ✩.
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Obligatory still alive. Ive just been so "whatever" abt my ED. Like yeah im too scared to eat whatever man. Its just so like, yeah its my life now. Might as well live with it and make my peace with it. Idk. Also depressive episode isnt helping.
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Like if whatever im doing has nothing to do w Pokemon I don't care and I also want to kill myself horribly. And it just distracts me from how hungry I am from eating like 500 cals a day. You win some you lose some I guess.
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My insomnia got so bad i ate a whole ass giant burger i dont even feel guilty about it man idc i wanted SLEEP
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It worked btw. Burger is the new meta
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Whoever invented chicken katsu needs their dick sucked through their shorts
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‹𝟹﹕Honey of edtwt retweeted
azunyan (¬_¬")@Miwi479498Oct 9
At least i tried being positivite #edrtwt
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C/sed so much today the roof of my mouth feels sore
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Does c/s fall under the diagnostic criteria of bulimia
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‹𝟹﹕Honey of edtwt retweeted
( ´ཀ` )@iwilldecayhereOct 9
Ava🕷️@eatyourmakeup_Oct 8
“most ppl on edtwt are just dieting” do you WANT these people to get worse?? no non-disordered person is making an edtwt account for regular diet tips… thanks for the invalidation my god this discourse is so stupid
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Whenever I c/s a part of me is like "this is great i taste everything for only a fraction of the calories ♥️" but a louder part of me is like "this is getting bad this is getting bad i hate this i hate this this isnt fun at all i dont like this anymore i dont wanna be this way"
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Its like satisfaction and endless despair at once. Like I want to just enjoy food like a normal person. I really hate c/s but i just. I can't stop. And it feels like a waste if I'm not c/sing.
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They should invent c/s that lets you feel full
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Soju being like 400-500 calories per bottle is actually so evil i think calories should kill themselves or something
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Im at the point where im more than aware that this disorder isn't sustainable and I'll never be happy even at my ugw bc I gotta keep up this bullshit that makes me miserable, yet I still can't let myself recover and my brain keeps moving the goalpost
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Like "we need a gym membership first but before we do that we need to be at most bmi 26. And once all that's happening we need to prove to ourselves we'll keep the habit of going regularly and not fall into an all or nothing headspace. Only then we can recover" like ????
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Mostly scared bc when I'm in a recovery period I don't exercise. I don't like doing it so I don't do it. And Im short as fuck and love to eat so since im not burning anything off i gain everything back like its nothing. At least now im stagnating which is better than gaining.
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‹𝟹﹕Honey of edtwt retweeted
ellie 🍓🦢@strvinstrawberyOct 7
you just gotta love edrtwt for recycling the same post over and over again and still getting hit tweets out of it… reheated nachos but edrtwt is so starved that they will eat it up regardless
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Nvm my meds kicked in
‹𝟹﹕Honey of edtwt@63_calsOct 8
Im so fucking hungry i wanna eat everything in sight
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Gonna binge bad when they wear off watch
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Im so fucking hungry i wanna eat everything in sight
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