I’m not sure if I can deal with this any longer. I won’t give up, but I’m just so tired. I wish I could get away for a while.
I wish you were here for this, even if you would be mad for a second. I have a few mementos though that I can take with me wherever I end up, so I’ll cherish them.
I’m not sure if the amount of clarity that’s been bestowed upon me is a good or bad thing with how nauseating most things are now. Metaphorically and physically sick.
Here to now a lot has gone on. Won’t go into what or even what this is but I’ll handle it all on my own happily. Life’s about braving experiences, ready or not. I’m excited! Sending love and so many thanks!
I can’t help but be concerned about a few things right now. I have a feeling research is going to lead me down a winding path, I need to know more though.
When you know it’s all a matter of convenience, the mind goes into a different mode other than reflective.










