These past months have been the worst months of my life, and the haunting doesn’t seem to have an end, so here i am again, I’ll be clearer this time… I have NOT abused anyone and everything is literal lies and/or taken out of context. I thought I’d update you all on what has happened since the initial Twitter post from Felicia ”Fellyant” with some more info. I already told the relationship overview and timeline in the previous post so. Leading up to her post, she was very jealous over me talking to someone new. About 3 people at the time knew about Michelle and I talking and she somehow figured it out. She posted her tweet at 4am with 11 followers. Shortly after a newly created Discord account posts her tweet in Michelle’s Discord saying: ”anyone associated with this would look dead wrong”. It did not seem to go into any other Discords. Michelle also got spammed on social media by burner accounts harassing her. Besides Felicia wanting to also take down Echo which I in my prev post told about, this was also about jealousy and obsession. ”If I can’t have him no one can” kinda thing, ruining my reputation so that anyone associated with me would be doing the same. I also learned after she did this that Felicia, shortly before her Twitter post, had been talking to my mom on snapchat. Saying things like: ”I can’t wait to see you guys, maybe we can go to ur summerhouse or something”. Dreamhack winter was about a month ago, and guess who showed up to harass me and Michelle? She stood by the only exit of the bar waiting for me, knowing eventually I’d pass as the place was closing in 20 minutes. She didnt stand there about to leave, she stood there waiting without her jacket. She came up to us and started saying she: ”wants her things from my house”, which must’ve just been an excuse to come up and have something to say. I do not have anything of hers in my house and the breakup was over a year ago. I didn’t say a word to her, but Michelle stepped infront and talked to her and repeatedly asked her to leave, which SURPRISE, she refused. She started calling Michelle a whore, a secretary, and some other weird shit. I took out my phone to start recording the whole ordeal but she instantly snatched my phone from my hands to prevent it. What she didn’t know was that Michelle started recording on her phone pretty quickly after she came up to us, so we have most of it on video, not to mention the other people there with us, that had the displeasure of witnessing it. I later got a dm from Felicias friend confirming she planned to come up to us. It was extremely violating and disturbing to be ambushed by someone who put me through all this garbage. Instant trauma. Few days after Dreamhack I got a Discord dm from her. Asking for me to remove her number from a food app ”foodora” and typing as if shits normal? I don’t even have the app… So she just tried to talk to me again or what? I have absolutely zero understanding of how she can reach out so casually after not only literally plotting and executing a plan to run my life into the ground, but now also after storming up irl trying to make a scene and shitting on Michelle. Felicia also lied to people around me and pretended we were still together for at least 6 months after we had broken up, which I heard from for example Meeres, whose girlfriend was hanging out with Felicia on the daily, bonding over their awesome boyfriends, apparently. What was also mentioned in the first tweet I made was that I did go to therapy following the accusations. What I didn’t mention though, because echo recommended I didn’t add it, was that the therapist told me, after just hearing about the relationship, that I had been dealing with a narcissist and asked me if I knew what it was and showed me some circle about narcissistic abuse. Moving on. Echo told me the day I got terminated that: ”It doesn’t matter if the 3rd is true or not, because we said anything else and you’re out”. Which I completely understand, so how about you don’t put Jeathe (the HR person for Echo) live on stream the day before to tell everybody that watched exactly those words… Next day you have a new complaint that you gladly inform the world about on Twitter, without any details whatsoever ofc, and you’re now rid of the problem. Good job to Echo, they’ve identified a repeat offender and eliminated it, nice. well, except for the fact that Echo had EVERY SINGLE PIECE OF INFORMATION about me and Felicia in 2023, and came to the conclusion that I wasn’t an abusive bastard and that I should stay in the guild. Turns out in fact that Felicia was quite an abusive bastard, and had she called the police to explain the situation, she would have had to say: ”well I showed up unannounced in his country, at his house, after he specifically told me the day before that he doesn’t want me at his house, then I stayed for almost a week and in the end, despite him breaking up with me and asking me to leave on repeat, I refused and demanded to stay another night, in fact I got so angry with him that I started throwing things directly at him, slamming doors and destroying things. He didnt like that so he tried to escort me out the house, but I ran to the bathroom, locked the door, and called his parents to come pick me up.” Otherwise, she would indeed be lying. Evidently, Twitter was the better choice because holy fuck the damage she caused with this right before the race, basically forcing me to step down even if deemed innocent a year ago already, as the drama cloud was so massive now that it couldn’t be brought to the RWF (discussed between me, Scripe, Roger & Jeathe). That didn’t even get to happen tho, as the next day I woke up thrown completely under the bus by Echo and left with no real way forward, cause what on gods green earth do you mean you received a new message, didn’t investigate it, but goodbye. Never heard from them again. The day I got terminated I woke up and had been removed from everything, including the MDI discord literally created by me (later gave lead to meeres), with just me, Meeres, Gingi, Naowh & Clickz. So apparently Echo had a talk with my team first, and made sure to scare them shitless, to the point where they were convinced to erase our entire histories before I’d get to hear about it. Old servers, current servers, all direct messages going back almost 10 years, everything gone. Anyway… Two months of despair and darkness later, I start streaming; I played with some friends here and there, but quickly found out that Echo now forbids their players to play and interact with me. If they do, they get a quick dm saying: ”Either you play with Kenn or you play with Echo”. Basically telling people that playing with me is a quick guildkick. I know Echo players have tried to get Echo to give them more information about the ”3rd accusation” or just the whole thing in general, but well, they refuse. Apparently the MDI team had been told in the beginning that they would get to know what the third thing was ”in some weeks” and now Echo for some reason changed their minds about telling them. Rogerbrown (co-owner of Echo) specifically has been walking around and telling people ”Yeah he is just milking it while he can, he has nothing to lose”. Bitch I have everything to lose… Just because you stopped acting like humans and slandered me with no shame, doesn’t mean that I dont still feel plenty. I stream and show my face on Twitch daily because I know I haven’t been a dogshit person. I’m not worried about whatever a ”3rd thing” may be, because there simply isn’t one… Have I stepped on some peoples toes during my 30 years on this planet, clearly, but no fucking way should I have to walk around like a criminal having my friends face an ultimatum about keeping their jobs just from playing keys with me… As if having one of your players do a 16grim batol with Lyskanon is gonna send your organization to the grave?? Its inhumane and honestly just fucking weird. But ey, here we are, i've been dealing with it and keeping my head down looking forward, trying to enjoy myself meeting new people while getting ready to compete once again in TGP. Or so I thought.. Yesterday Ayije had a talk with Echo’s team about their disband and mentioned to meeres that he was going to come and play Aug with us, Kira Crims Yarrgi and me, basically the team I’ve spent the last 2 months with, and as it was mentioned, Meeres brought up for Ayije that perhaps he should doublecheck if Kenn could even play in the tournament, seemingly insinuating that he knew more. I didn’t think it could be the case and I didnt wanna believe it, but I dm’d a contact anyway who then told me they’d poke somebody, and holy fuck dude an email actually spawned. Stating that as of today, I’m now suspended from competition indefinitely. I’m certainly done with hoping and wishing, but given the chance I’d love for nothing more than to be able to continue playing and live a life where I don’t have to prove I didn’t do something that didn’t happen. My heart and soul is burning a hole through my chest and I have absolutely no clue where something like this leaves me. Spreading joy and excitement through competition has single-handedly been the purpose of my life so far, understatement of the year would be to say im fully fucking devastated