There’s only one way to see this clip of Erika Kirk speaking on the Jesse Waters show: Deeply Disturbing. No one in their right mind could believe this, nor could a widow even want to believe it. She’s suggesting that if her husband, Charlie Kirk, were to be given the choice to come back to Earth or to stay in heaven, knowing what his death would be the catalyst for (we’d all like to know what that is by the way) he would choose to stay dead. She is so detached from reality that she wants us to believe, that she believes, he would choose death over getting to hold his children again; over getting to see them grow up; over getting to walk his daughter down the aisle; over living and loving life with all its glorious ups and downs. He would choose to stay dead, because what his death would make way for is turning point 2.0 under Erika Kirk, who immediately teamed up with every one of his enemies and waged war against anyone and everyone who cared enough about him to want to know who killed him, and why we’re all being lied to. Not only is it deeply disturbing that she’s so much of a sociopath that she can’t even understand that none of us would ever believe that, she can’t even understand that none of us could ever believe that she believes that either. But most disturbing is that she cannot grasp that the whispering voice with which she delivers the line (the one she’s been rehearsing in front of the mirror in the green room) is so absurd that it’s really creepy. It’s performative, eerie and it’s straight from a cheap 1980s daytime soap opera. It’s just so wrong on so many levels when you actually isolate that 30 second clip and really watch it a few times without any of the other noise.