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#SinonDiary Today was Sinny's day off from streaming, so I picked a past VOD I'd been wanting to watch. Maybe because it was from five months ago, she was casually eating snacks and chatting comfortably the whole time. She had just moved into her new aunt's place and was streaming from the living room, saying it was so huge that her voice echoed lol. Like, why though? She could've just streamed in her room. Did she just want to be in a big space? Then she called it "natural reverb" and said it was great for singing. Truly a siren through and through. All she ever thinks about is singing. She also talked about Solo Leveling with her dad. The webtoon is finished and the anime is out up to season 2, and Papa Siren told her a live-action drama is coming out this year or next. Sinny was super honest and said she wasn't sure if that was a good idea. Live-action adaptations usually turn out weird and rarely do well. She said Netflix's One Piece was okay, but the ones coming out of Japan tend to be kinda strange. To be honest... I think I've seen a few weird ones myself. I watched the Japanese live-action Fullmetal Alchemist movie, and there was a scene where the Flame Alchemist snapped his fingers and shot out what looked like a flamethrower... So yeah, I pretty much agreed with her. After that, she talked about the area she moved to. Sinny isn't from a huge East Coast city; she's from California. California has plenty of stuff too, but it's less hectic than somewhere like New York. She said Seoul was insanely chaotic. The aunt's house she moved into wasn't in Seoul, though, and as soon as she got there she was a bit skeptical. I guess she also had that common mindset that if you're staying in Korea, you have to be in Seoul — thinking there wouldn't be any convenience stores, PC cafes, or shopping malls outside of it. Lol she even thought there would be nothing but farmland. It took about 40 minutes from Seoul, which was faster than she expected. I think that was the first thing she liked about it. Once she actually arrived, she thought, "Why does everyone live in Seoul? This whole area is super clean, has trees, and the air is great." There were big shopping malls and outlets too, so it felt like a mix of California and Korea. She had thought Seoul was full of the clean, fancy buildings you see in K-dramas, so she was surprised that it was actually dirty, chaotic, packed with people, old buildings, worn-down roads, and lots of cigarette butts and trash. On her previous visits she mostly stayed at a different aunt's place in a large apartment complex in Seoul. Because it was a big complex, she had assumed "Korea is super clean, safe, and nice." There was a park inside, a gym you could use for a small fee, and a bus stop nearby that could take you straight to a hospital or shopping mall. This time she was looking for a place she could afford on her own budget, and Seoul's deposits were just too expensive. She even brought up the movie Parasite, saying the places she looked at looked just like the houses in that film. A lot of them hadn't been renovated — some still had wooden window frames, meaning the soundproofing was terrible. Streaming in an environment like that would basically be instant doxing. Of course Sinny acknowledged that she hasn't worked hard in society for years like her aunts have, so she wasn't expecting a place as nice as theirs. She just realized that adulting is really hard. Honestly, I don't think Sinny was wrong at all. It makes sense that housing prices are high in Seoul since most industries and major facilities are concentrated there. But setting that aside, if you ask whether those places are actually worth that price... I'd definitely say no. Sinny put it mildly, but in reality Seoul housing is expensive to the point where places with serious hygiene or privacy issues charge twice the rent of other regions, or cost as much to buy as a perfectly fine house outside the capital. Sinny just wanted the bare minimum — a clean environment where her privacy could be guaranteed so she could live and stream comfortably. So I don't think she was being immature at all. Ironically, her aunt was looking for a really nice place because her kid was going to college, and she suggested to Sinny, "Why don't you just live with us?" But it seems Sinny turned it down because she prefers having her freedom. Watching this from five months in the future, that's definitely clear now. In my opinion, Sinny is someone who gets lonely easily, yet she's also the type who wants to be alone in her own space. So that offer definitely wouldn't have worked well for her. Lol also, watching this stream made me realize this was when I first learned the phrase "kanpai oppai cherry pie." Back then I didn't watch her streams every day and only lurked for an hour or two. Damn... I never thought I'd end up like this. Then she finally got to the main topic of the day: Hongdae. Hongdae had already been coming up pretty often since back then. She said during the day there aren't many people around — mostly foreigners like herself — and that's when you see cute little shops selling knick-knacks, small claw machines, and gacha shops. At night the vibe completely flips; it gets packed and chaotic. The difference between day and night is massive. That's why the "Hongdae guy" meme only exists at night. Hongdae has shopping and entertainment on one side, and clubs, bars, and restaurants clustered on the other, so Sinny figured the Hongdae guys were probably over in the club and bar district. Sinny also mentioned seeing someone walking around in kuromi-style lolita fashion. She wasn't sure if you'd call it cosplay, but she thought it looked super cute. Honestly, putting together a proper outfit like that is way more expensive than people think, so a girl walking around dressed like that might actually be surprisingly well-put-together. And she probably bought actual fashion pieces rather than a cosplay costume, since cosplay outfits are cheap and lack durability. When chat called kuromi jirai, Sinny told them not to call it jirai because she likes kuromi. Sinny... no matter how you look at it, you are a menhera girl. Even her senpais say so, so at this point she's the only one denying it. Then someone in chat typed "hongdae gay," and while correcting them that it's "guy," Sinny randomly asked if anyone knew what "Yong-Won gay" was. Coming up with that off the single word "gay" is peak ADHD behavior. When the nanobros didn't get it, she mocked them, bragging that she knew more about Korea than they did. I always feel this way, but VTubers tend to consume way more dramas, Shorts, and pop culture content, whereas their viewers are often surprisingly clueless about that stuff. It's probably because VTubers watch those things after wrapping up their streams, while viewers watch VTubers and then have to go back to their day jobs. Someone also asked if she watches gay videos, and she immediately deflected, saying that's Lia senpai. Honestly I've barely watched Lia senpai's streams, but even in my head I subconsciously have this image of her being obsessed with FFXIV and enjoying that kind of stuff. So I guess most people think the same. Next she talked about hot bars (she clarified the hand in the photo wasn't hers!) which she saw at a CU store in Hongdae. Korea has three major convenience store chains — 7-Eleven, GS25, and CU — and Sinny said 7-Eleven in Korea is boring because it doesn't have many desserts or bento options. Honestly I agree... I don't think I've ever really used 7-Eleven. And that's coming from someone who eats mostly chicken breast and salad and barely ever steps foot in a convenience store. Anyway, hot bars are quick Korean snacks made of sausages or fish cakes on a wooden stick, and nowadays they even stuff them with corn, cheese, and other fillings. She also introduced the "ramen library" she saw at the Hongdae CU branch. It's literally a place where almost every kind of instant noodle sold in Korea is lined up like books on shelves, and you pick one out and cook it right there using the machines. Sinny pointed this out right away, asking how it's a "library" when you can't even borrow the ramen like books. So true. I guess they couldn't exactly name it a "ramen bookstore" though. They even had standing tables shaped like actual cup noodles, which was hilarious. Seeing stuff like this makes me think that even though Sinny said living in Seoul isn't all great, it's still true that you have to go to Seoul if you want to find fun places like this. Her aunt, who was with her, doesn't like ramen, so she told Sinny, "Going into the convenience store to take pictures is fine, but no ramen." Sinny replied, "I'm a full-grown woman. You can't tell me what to do. I'm not your kiddo." Her aunt shot back, "But you're living in my house. You got to listen to me if you want to stay in my house." Honestly... watching this from five months in the future... Sinny is still a kiddo... Actually Sinny got sick of eating ramen back in college so she doesn't really like it either. She just felt like she had to try it at least once since she was at a place like that. I agree with her on that. I eat ramen maybe once every two years, if that, but if someone takes me to a spot like that, it's only polite to eat it once. I do think her aunt was being a bit strict. Oh, and Sinny mentioned she can't handle spicy food well, so she eats Jin Ramen Mild. She fully expected most of the Korean nanobros to tease her for having zero spice tolerance, and sure enough, looking back at the chat replay, everyone was doing just that. Personally I'm not a huge fan of Korea's obsession with spicy food, so I related to her. It's not that I can't eat it, it's just a bad eating habit for your health if you overdo it. Plus I find it kind of weird when people take pride in their spice tolerance. She also talked about Homeplus. She remembered going there when she visited Korea in elementary and middle school, and it used to be one of her favorite stores. She said it had everything — sushi, chicken, bread — and while she had H Mart and other Asian markets back home, Homeplus was on a completely different scale. So she told her aunt she wanted to visit Homeplus again. Her aunt hesitated, saying "People don't really go to Homeplus anymore," and was reluctant to take her, though she eventually did. When they got there, entire aisles were lined up with rows of the exact same product. The drink section only had apple juice and orange juice — they didn't even have the lemon juice Sinny wanted. Everything on the shelves was Homeplus's private label brand, with no products from other manufacturers. They even had frying pans hanging in the refrigerated section. It was a place full of childhood memories for Sinny, so she said it made her sad to see it like that. I feel the exact same way. I'm almost certain Sinny and I are the same age... there's no way anyone from our generation doesn't have memories of Homeplus. Getting back to the "Hongdae guy" topic, Sinny said she had planned to spot one in the wild and tell us all about it, but sadly she didn't see any. To see them she would've had to go near the clubs, and she wasn't in that area. She wanted to see what they were actually like in person because YouTube videos only parody and mock them. So in the end, all Sinny learned about Hongdae guys was that they ask, "Are you open-minded?" Wait... isn't this stream a scam then? The title was literally "what is hongdae and hongdae guy"...??? She also mentioned that clubs have age restrictions — you can't get in if you're under 20 or over 30, which her aunt told her. Honestly I haven't gone out clubbing since I was 21, so I knew there were age limits, though I didn't know Hongdae clubs barred people over 30. Then again, by 30 you have so many responsibilities that even without a ban, you probably wouldn't have time to go to places like that anyway. Sinny also left her impressions that Hongdae felt geared toward younger crowds, while Gangnam felt more upscale with a mix of different cultures. However, since she came from the US wanting to experience something distinctly Korean, she didn't really like it. I guess back then her mindset was still closer to that of a tourist. Watching from five months in the future, it seems like Sinny didn't expect she'd end up staying in Korea this long. Then the topic randomly jumped to "Asian baby face." She said Asians look older when they're young, and then that face just freezes forever, so when they actually get older they end up looking younger than everyone else. Hearing her say that, I've always thought Westerners seem to age faster than Asians once they hit their twenties. Of course, looking young isn't always a good thing. In my case, plenty of people have picked fights or spoken rudely to me because they assumed I was young. Everything has its pros and cons. She also told a story about an elderly man who came up to her asking how to get to Gyodae, saying "Student, which subway line do I take to get to Gyodae?" Sinny didn't really know and was flustered, so she looked it up on her phone and told him, but the old man didn't believe her. She wondered why he even asked her if he wasn't going to trust her. Then they got on the subway, and Sinny ended up near him while he was seated — and the old man turned to the guy sitting right next to him and asked the exact same question. Sinny heard it and thought, "I can hear you! You just asked me and now you're asking someone else because you don't trust me?" She was probably pretty annoyed. I actually related to this because I look young too, so elderly people are always asking me for subway directions. It sounds like Sinny just ran into a particularly grumpy old man. I get that people get more suspicious as they age, but regardless of age, if you're going to ask someone for help, you should have the decency to trust and respect their answer. Sinny did her best, so the old man was definitely in the wrong here. Someone also asked if she drank any alcohol, and Sinny said her face turns red when she drinks. She probably has Asian flush syndrome too. Mine is way worse — even 30ml of beer makes my whole face turn bright red within two minutes and gives me a headache. Considering she says it's gotten better lately, she definitely handles it better than I do. Sinny also mentioned she drank a lot in college, and one time she drank so much she threw up to the point where she almost had to go to the ER. She said she literally couldn't breathe. After that experience she decided she shouldn't drink like that anymore. In my case, before enough alcohol can even enter my system to make me throw up, a massive headache and drowsiness hit me so hard I just pass out, so I don't think I've ever puked from drinking. Neither of us can hold our liquor, for sure, though Sinny is still better than me. Damn, writing this out makes me sound so pathetic. Around that time, Sinny had originally planned to play Minecraft, and since it was American Thanksgiving and Sinny was visiting, her aunt and uncle had gone to Costco to buy groceries and prep a bunch of stuff. When Sinny told them she wanted to stream instead, they both just went "Oh." Her aunt understood the concept of streaming, though she thought it was a form of appearing on TV, so she asked, "Are you really going to be on TV?" And Sinny just answered, "...Yes." Well, I guess it's not entirely wrong... still pretty funny though. Her uncle actually tried to look for Sinny on TV. I guess Sinny explained it to him like cable TV, telling him he couldn't watch it in Korea. Sinny... you were gaslighting your own family too. Her uncle had also wanted to hear Sinny sing, and since they all went to karaoke together the day before, she sang for them and impressed him with her vocals. That's probably why he assumed she was a singer and tried to find her on TV. After chatting briefly about the Korean trot music shows her uncle likes to watch, Nitty raided her, so she talked a bit more about the Minecraft collab happening in Phase Connect before signing off at 11 p.m. KST to join her family gathering. Honestly, the main reason I wanted to rewatch this stream was because I was curious what Sinny thought after seeing a "Hongdae guy," and there wasn't even a Hongdae guy in the end... Was this clickbait??? Damn it, I get tricked by Sinny every single day, and now I'm even getting tricked on her day off???? Watching this VOD also made me realize how many stories I missed back when I wasn't sure if Sinny was my oshi and only tuned in briefly here and there. From now on, whenever she takes a day off from streaming, catching up on old VODs like this seems like a really great idea. I'm definitely going to do that. 근데 솔직히 속는게 싫진 않아

#SinonDiary Honestly, I was on the fence about whether she’d turn on the stream since Sinny said she was sick earlier, but she kept her promise and came live after all. She used the ssipong (an extra ‘s’ is crucial here, this is important!) model because she was feeling under the weather. She mentioned she really wanted to stream since she won’t be able to for the next 3 days due to an upcoming family trip. More than anything, she said being sick made her feel lonely and isolated, which is why she came. I thought it would be better if she prioritized her health for the important family trip, but hearing her say that left me with nothing more to say.. Of course, she said she was just going to play games comfortably since she wasn’t feeling well, and she actually did just that. She manages herself better than we think. Then she started sharing that when she woke up in the morning, her throat felt extremely dry and slightly sore. She said she didn’t have a fever or a full-blown cold, but she gets sick often. Seeing her continuously mention her throat hurting without coughing makes me think it’s likely a sore throat cold. I naturally have a weak throat myself, so whenever I catch a cold, 90% of the time it’s a throat cold. Korea’s weather has severe temperature swings, making it easy to catch colds, so Sinny probably caught it while still adapting to the climate. She mentioned having a humidifier and an air purifier, but didn’t turn them on because the house felt like it was getting too cold. Instead, she thought about turning on the boiler heating, but worried about high utility bills, so she held off and ended up catching a cold. Aside from streaming, she has a lot of work to do, so her computer is running almost 24/7, making her worry that utility bills—especially electricity—would be huge. Going without a humidifier despite the dryness, Sinny seems a bit clueless when it comes to self-care. Of course, I’m not much better myself, but I hope the nanobros pay attention to these things and support her. Still, fortunately, she recently bought an electric blanket, so I’ll trust that she can stay at least a little warm. Also, she mentioned wanting to upload the instrumental version of her original song, though she doesn’t know when that will be. If she releases it, it’ll be a fantastic opportunity for nanobros who want to sing along. Unfortunately, my body is cursed when it comes to any form of art, so I won’t be able to contribute. lol then while talking with her cousin about Jeju Island, she mentioned learning a new Korean meme: ‘슉 슈숙 시. 시발럼아’. ‘슉 슈숙’ is an onomatopoeia for stabbing with a knife in Korean, and ‘시. 시발럼아’ is... well, the Korean curse word Sinny always uses. You all probably know it well already. The reason this meme became famous in Korea started when someone posted a picture of a Dol Harubang statue in Jeju holding kitchen knives in both hands along with text repeating ‘슉 슈숙 시. 시발럼아’. If anyone didn’t get what she was saying, this reference might help. Ah right, she also shared something important. The reason she made ssipong in the first place was that when Lena (sweet_lena0) showed her ‘죵쬐’ (spelled roughly as Jong-jjae in English), Sinny thought it was insanely cute. Lena offered to make one for her, but due to Lena’s busy schedule it didn’t seem feasible, so Sinny ended up creating it herself. lol she must have really found it adorable. She drew every single part for the Live2D model herself and rigged it with Nitty’s help, building it with her own hands. And on a personal note, because she drew it herself, it carries more of her own flavor and ultimately showcases her character personality much better, so I’m personally super satisfied with it. I hope to see it often in the future. Also, Sinny wanted to pay Nitty for her work, but Nitty reportedly said “ah~ no need for money!” and worked on it anyway. So Sinny said she’d buy her a delicious meal when they meet up later. Since Sinny is someone who keeps her promises, we can just look forward to seeing what menu Sinny and Nitty will end up eating lol. And as a fan, I feel like I should thank Nitty as well. Thank you so much once again. Oh, speaking of which, she also talked about the shorts she uploaded earlier. After learning that famous Korean singer Ailee debuted as a vtuber on chzzk, she quickly made the shorts in hopes that Sinny’s feelings as a fan would reach her. Listening to her talk, it was hilarious because you could really feel what a passionate fan she is lol. She even joked that she wouldn’t mind getting sued if it meant getting to meet her at the police station lmao. You could really feel her desperation. However, she also asked us to only send the shorts to others when they actually want to see them. On chzzk, there’s a feature where viewers can show videos to streamers, and it seems someone previously abused that feature and caused inconvenience to another stream, which is why she said that. I also believe that if we want to be respected, we must respect others first. Every streamer builds and leads their own unique atmosphere, and when we watch another streamer’s broadcast, I agree that it’s right to respect that atmosphere. After that, we proceeded with StarCraft as scheduled, and you could really tell how hard she had been practicing behind the scenes. Many of her weak points were fixed. First, her habit of sitting on overflowing resources completely disappeared. Unless an engagement was extremely hectic, she made an effort to spend all her resources as much as possible. Secondly, her building placement order used to be all mixed up, but now she was building efficiently. And lastly, she never had a late-game plan before, but this time she demonstrated using ultralisk and defiler together, showing a perfectly structured late-game plan. Honestly, it was astonishing. I knew she would bring some preparation, but I didn’t expect her to solve most of her issues in such a short time. Improving her flaws so systematically in a short span made it feel like she studied well-organized tutorial videos on YouTube or received direct coaching. After finishing the game, Sinny brought up the topic of pro-gamer coaching offers again. Just like before, she emphasized wanting to do the streaming she wants while simultaneously doing streaming that we enjoy. Sinny mentioned it would be great if she worked hard to prepare a project, delivered great results, and made both Sinny and nanobros happy— but it would be sad if she worked really hard to create something and only one side ended up happy. She also expressed her gratitude to us because clippers and others promoted Sinny, helping pro-gamers come to know and understand her. Then she said it was sad when people say watching vtubers is a one-sided relationship, adding that Sinny doesn’t have friends, so at least for her, that’s not true lmao. She mentioned that even though the stream itself is only about 3 to 4 hours, even after ending the stream, she spends most of her time thinking about streaming— what to show next, what to prepare— and that her life revolves around streaming because she wants to show us fun things. She said this means a huge deal to her, and while she can’t read every single comment or post, she tries her best to catch up. She also emphasized once again that while supa and all other forms of support are greatly appreciated, it doesn’t mean those who can’t provide them don’t matter— just coming to watch is enough for her to be grateful. lol and on a totally random note, someone joked that Sinny curses a lot, and she replied that Korean curse words are very satisfying lol. She said cursing in Korean clears out her chest lol. And Sinny herself noted that some en nanobros seem to have adapted already. She mentioned cultural exchange is really fun. Observing the chat occasionally, I see some en nanobros using ‘ㅋㅋㅋ’ or ‘시발’. Damn it Sinny... you ruined them.... Oh, and then Sinny brought up that she actually prefers streaming twice a day, though she didn’t know what we’d think about it. After the first stream, she can rest for a good while, recover her condition, and then turn on the next stream— plus, above all, she finds streaming fun. And Sinny mentioned again that she tried watching other people’s streams for a long time, but found it tough (probably due to her ADHD LMAO). So she expressed how thankful she is that people come to Sinny’s stream every time and spend hours with her, because watching a stream every time is no easy task. She said unless it’s true love, it’s hard to watch live streams lol, speaking from her own experience as a viewer. And she explained that this is precisely why Sinny wants to create content that makes both her and nanobros happy. She also shared her ongoing worries about her singing lacking distinct character and not improving fast enough, though she practices to get better. And the same goes for gaming— she doesn’t want to make us angry by showing poor gameplay.... She said that was the reason she didn’t stream Among Us. First, her understanding of the game was low, and second, she didn’t know how to run the stream smoothly so everyone could enjoy it, plus during collabs there are so many things to think about that her mind gets overwhelmed. So she decided to just focus on the game itself. That’s why Sinny finds large collab streams tough, even if it’s with her senpai or other Phase Connect members. Still, she said she’ll give it a try next time. Then she said tomorrow’s stream will be about the behind-the-scenes of her original song— what roles the contributors played, how the progress went, and how staff-san helped— so this stream is something I absolutely cannot miss. --- Before finishing my diary, I want to write down a few personal thoughts. After all, this is a diary lol. Truth is, I had one concern about her receiving StarCraft coaching from a pro-gamer. Even though I’ve been aware of vtubers for 5 years, I knew nothing about them. I watched from afar for 5 years before finding someone who might be my oshi, monitored her for 8 months, and finally felt confident enough to consider her my oshi and become an active fan. That’s how cautious my personality is. Honestly, I was worried there might be conflicting demands from different fan bases due to stream direction. Ever since she first brought up the topic, I looked into it on my own, but I couldn’t be 100% sure if the needs of people who watch pro-gamer streams matched the tendencies of nanobros. But today, hearing her say that she won’t care about external criticism aimed at her and that what matters is whether nanobros are satisfied gave me full confidence. I think this content is worth pursuing. My biggest concern was always whether the clash in streaming styles would cause burden or heavy criticism that Sinny couldn’t handle. While it’s definitely great content, I didn’t have 100% confidence it could wrap up successfully. However, seeing Sinny speak like that today made me realize there was no need to worry at all. I understood that she is a much stronger person than we think. As long as she herself feels confident about not getting hurt, all that’s left for nanobros is to enjoy watching Sinny grow through the content she wants to do and cheer her on. And above all, looking at her actual VODs, these ‘oji-san contents’ get 2 to 3 times more views than other types of videos. It really might be an opportunity she shouldn’t miss. I decided that trusting Sinny and supporting her is the right call. She is a strong person. I also reflected on her thoughts regarding her singing worries and the effort behind it.. Aside from my main job, I have a secondary line of work where the value of effort is far less rewarded than in other fields, so I could really relate to her words. Effort doesn’t guarantee everything. But since effort is the only tool we have, we just have to keep doing it. Sinny probably understands that too, which is why she said it. The difference between Sinny and me, though, is that while I carry everything alone, she has the nanobros. I sincerely hope that while Sinny works hard to grab opportunities and grow, nanobros will do their best to support her so she doesn’t collapse from exhaustion. It doesn’t have to be money— promoting her songs, enjoying her streams, liking her content, etc... Any small gesture gathered together will ultimately become a huge source of strength for her, creating a positive cycle where both Sinny and nanobros grow together. Especially clippers, illustrators, and creators— I personally think they do crucial work that money alone can’t replace. And I completely understand why Sinny hesitates to stream large collabs— because I have the exact same personality! When I get flustered, I panic, lose track of what to do, and end up unable to do anything! So whenever I do something, I tend to simulate all kinds of unexpected variables and prepare thoroughly before taking action, which is why her words resonated with me so much. But here’s how I see it: even if she plays horribly and the game goes completely wrong, would nanobros blame her? I don’t think there’s anyone like that among us. Someone who knows the game well would offer advice or words of encouragement to support her instead. The same goes for when she’s too overwhelmed to read or react to our chat during a stream— we all understand it’s a collab stream and recognize her role in it, so we won’t mind. In fact, we’ll enjoy watching her fulfill her role in a collab environment, like watching a hamster run on a wheel inside a cage. And when she said watching vtubers is a one-sided relationship and that it broke her heart because at least for her, that wasn’t true... I know her words aren’t just empty words. Given her health, her circumstances, and her talents, she truly gives everything to the nanobros with complete sincerity, so I’m certain she means every word. Still, I think there are limits. She’s only one person after all. That’s why I believe supporting an oshi means focusing on what she can show us rather than what she gives back to each fan individually. An oshi growing, setting goals, offering great content... those are the things she can move forward with together with all of us. In that sense, Sinny understands this incredibly well. I think I get why Sakana brought her in as part of Phase Connect Saga. And even if my reasons are different, I’ll keep supporting her too. Anyway, that’s my take. Sinny is stronger than we think, and she is someone worth trusting. Nanobros are full of wonderful people too, and I hope we can support her even more as we all grow together. And while it’d be great if Sinny could trust the nanobros and lay down some of that pressure during any stream... She probably knows this already. But since it’s a habit and instinct, it won’t be easy lol. So I’m not trying to say she must turn on her stream during collabs. I just wanted to leave a note that if she does, we will do our best to cheer her on. That’s all.