⋆.𐙚 ̊ Finnya ᢉ𐭩 ⚓︎

POV: you got too immersed in your own model

Take me on walks with you, please? 🐾

I have only been streaming once every few months, and I really want to change that. 🥺 One of the biggest reasons for that has always been fear of being judged for background noise—specifically my son being judged. My son is autistic and nonverbal, he can often be very loud and make random noises, it’s just part of who he is. He also uses a lot of echolalia (repeating words or phrases / “parroting”, often without meaning or reason), so you might hear him repeating me, things he has heard from others, or even say random things from TV or games. Often this can create funny moments…^^ Sometimes there is even a delay to echolalia, where something he heard the day before comes out later as a way to help him process. (Lately he has been getting better at expressing his needs through echolalia, and I could not be more proud of him. 🍀) I have always been scared of how people on the internet might react to hearing him. I never want him to feel judged or unwelcome, and unfortunately, some people online can be really cruel—I have seen that side of things. He has already been used as a way to harass me before, and he does not deserve that. I have always been terrified of people clipping him or using him for their own gain. People also love to throw accusations around when they hear a kid in the background.. The reality is, I am his full-time caregiver. He can only handle school one to two days a week at most—which are the same days I have school—and there are no daycare options around here that fit his needs. So I do not really have “free time” to stream or unwind. The care for him is intense, and finding time for myself is impossible. If I want to do this consistently, it means streaming while he is next to me. You might hear him sometimes—many of you already do in calls every day—and I am starting to feel like that just has to become a part of it. He is a huge part of my life, and I would not want it any other way. If that is not something you can accept, then my community might not be the right place for you. He is also the reason behind so much of my branding—he is why I was called “Mommy Shark,” he influenced my design choices, and in our community we have always called him “Baby Shark.” So instead of worrying about it, I want to do this together with him. He might be part of the stream sometimes, and he will be heard. He deserves to be heard. I really want to build a community and finally pursue this dream properly—but I do want to set one clear boundary: If you have an issue with me, that is fine, but please do not involve him. Do not mention him, clip him, or use him in any way. He is not part of any drama, and I expect that to be respected. He will be part of my brand moving forward (yes, he is getting a PNG!) I hope that is something you all can support and respect. 🫂🩷 Love, Mommy Shark & Baby Shark

Just a silly puppy girl~

Would you take this puppy girl on a walk? 🐾

Puppy Finn in the works! ✨ Can you see how good of a girl she will be?~ A little sneak peak by @Xaliahfoxdragon🩷

RGB-Tuber 🪩

What games would you like to see me play on stream!? I'll play the most requested ones next live! 🎮 No horror though, I'm just a baby-- Unless...

I could be every colour you like~ 🎨

You got a dark side, guess you're not the only one. What if we both tried fighting what we're running from? 🖤🩷 ✐ᝰ. @/niztix ♡

I am not cute!! (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

English. 👏