emil.
I was actually so pissed that I didn't have art to post so I forced myself to do 20 minute sketch of this cat and I enjoyed it.
Thanks @SpaceStuffX11 for the inspiration and love.
My husband's best man was named Emil.
honestly its crazy i was suicidal.. never thought that would happen. then it did. then it went away. yet popping up in bits. then, and this is the thing, i learned that through faith in Christ i can actively rebuke these things. and it works. and its really gone away now.
jim jim falls by morrissey
this song has been the most formative one on me in my life. when i was still halfway suicidal i listened to it and it got me to realize i dont truly want to kill myself.
open.spotify.com/track/0gvnR…
in jims poetry one of the things he toys with is the idea of God seeing all and this being a somewhat disturbing thing. the voyeur watching in secret. a violation of privacy.
open.spotify.com/track/3yDEa…
























