Haunt VT (closed)

Today is still rough. I'm processing. This is the last I'll talk about it as I dont want this to be my entire page, and I'm tired. Cozy texted me literally a couple days before this all blew up. Asking me about about my rebrand, since I went by Pluto before, we shared excitement, I was excited to get back into streaming and hang out more. A few days before he broke every shred of faith I had in someone who seemingly was a good person, turn out to be a vile monster who dated a minor. It's terrifying, how someone can keep a mask up that easily, and THE FACT HE SET IT UP SO HE COULD COME BACK. I'm still extremely upset. The whiplash I have from this is insane. Because what do you mean, 2-3 days before this all goes to hell, you message me acting like everything is normal. And I'm sure he did many others. Do you realize Cozy, how many people you fucked over mentally, how badly you've installed new fears into people? You knew about my ex, you knew what so many of the people within my own friend-group that you knew, had went through with a previous sex pest. Yet you still lied to all our faces. You made yourself a saint, and a beacon of hope within the vtubing space. You knew peoples fears, and you knew more than anyone else just how horrible this space is when it wants to be. Yet, you still did it. You managed to be one of the worst people I know now. Yet I still mourn, cry, over the friend I thought you were. Because how could someone, who pulled me out of such a dark place in my mind, when I was isolating, be so monstrous behind the scenes? I'll never understand. I pray and hope for the people you've effected they find some peace. It's hard to make me hate anyone. But I hate you. Fuck you.

I just want to say I'm so sorry to victims of Cozy. I don't fully understand yet, its been hard to process, I trusted him, I opened up to him, he seemed like someone who I could look up to, and pulled me out of a dark place. So, I'm genuinely crushed to learn about what I am now, and I'm trying to make sense of it all, he did exactly everything I stood against and more and betrayed that trust. It's heart breaking to learn someone you considered a good friend, and opened up to about sensitive things, because he made it a safe place for that time, only to find out he did similar things if not worse? Thats a fucking slap in the face bro. So, to the victims, I hope you heal well. I don't feel right if I make a lengthy post (I always have too much to say and I apologize for that). The victims deserve to have a voice in this. I hope they can find peace and heal well. I'm so sorry to all effected by this, I send out much love and you have my support. 🩵