idk what this post is, but I'm feeling better these days. A couple of years ago, I went through some pretty traumatic events, resulting in me ending up alone. No friends, no one. I decided to forget about Devin and leaned fully into "Synthics" I decided to do what I thought was best, which was to isolate and keep everyone as far away from knowing me as possible. I figured it was the easiest way to never get hurt the way that I was before, and it worked for a while, but loneliness is truly the silent killer. Fast-forwarding to today, I've met so many amazing people; the ones who watch movies with me just because I ask, or put up with my overly competitive nature, watch my streams, and even help me with my editing. If you asked me four years ago, I never thought I'd be lucky surrounded by such amazing people. I genuinely believed that I deserved to be alone and had to keep punishing myself for the rest of my life. I guess the point I'm trying to get across is that it's okay to start over, and that you don't have to keep punishing yourself. forgive yourself and keep moving forward. - Dev