LiterallyAyanami

I barley ate 3 meals today but at least I did it

Today fucking sucked god I hate everyone

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Deadass hallucinating shi I need sleep

It still hurts bad fuck

These things are light but at least it's something

I don't wanna live

I don't want to have to live through an entire day. I hate living

I despise mornings

I did. Now it's morning. I hate morning more than night. It's everything I hate about night but my room is bright

Sometimes I just wanna be happy

One of my favorite songs + one of my favorite pokemon yet i still feel empty

I don't wanna wake up. I hate the morning. J don't want to do anything. I don't want to get out of bed. I don't want to eat. I don't want to talk to people. I don't want to deal with people. I don't want to do anything.

I still cant find ANY love for myself. I hate myself. I hate everyone irl too. I just crave love

Is it wrong that i hate nearly everyone irl

I relapsed. I really tried to not. I was clean 1 day. I'm so sorry

ill never have the love i truly desire

feeling a bit better!

i dont want to make it through this night