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Mah first MW4 MnK clips, games fun 7/10, my biggest problem is the ttk feeling inconsistent - i think week 1 of the beta was the sweet spot. SMGs need an across the board damage range buff. Maps are okay. SBMM & AA still the same as all the other CODs. Doubt aimers will like this game much
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wipe those tears from your eyes and get up, there is still fight left in those eyes rockstar, now go out and prove it
Just an update - surgery was cancelled for the 2nd time and pushed back to "sometime in November" extremely stressful but just have to wait. Thank you all for the well wishes❤️
I've been struggling a bit lately with anxiety because my Mum has been diagnosed with a brain aneurysm, she goes into surgery for it on the 16th. If you could keep her in your thoughts and prayers it would mean the world to me. It hasnt burst yet which means the surgery has a lot more chance for nothing to go wrong but I am still scared.
I've lost a lot in this past year and half, my cousin to drugs overdose then my uncle to suicide. My dad to alcoholism/suicide a few years ago. My Mum and my sister are basically all I have left, it sometimes feels all like a horrible test but I must stay strong and positive even if I feel like Ive aged 30 years in 1 haha. On the brightside it puts a lot into perspective on what actually matters and what doesnt. If I've seemed off or distant to those around me I am sorry.
I've been struggling a bit lately with anxiety because my Mum has been diagnosed with a brain aneurysm, she goes into surgery for it on the 16th. If you could keep her in your thoughts and prayers it would mean the world to me. It hasnt burst yet which means the surgery has a lot more chance for nothing to go wrong but I am still scared.
I've lost a lot in this past year and half, my cousin to drugs overdose then my uncle to suicide. My dad to alcoholism/suicide a few years ago. My Mum and my sister are basically all I have left, it sometimes feels all like a horrible test but I must stay strong and positive even if I feel like Ive aged 30 years in 1 haha. On the brightside it puts a lot into perspective on what actually matters and what doesnt. If I've seemed off or distant to those around me I am sorry.
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Apogee is officially fully live!
Apogee is kovaaks ranked 1v1s with features such as:
- Ranked 1v1s and solo expedition + much more for kovaaks! Just download the installer and it should set up everything for you.
- The queue: Queue up, play 3 scenarios instantly, your run then gets matched up with someone else's run and compared against your own baseline to determine a winner
- Fully custom built season: 164 scenarios across 4 difficulties and 6 aim categories, matches draw from intermediate for now, all fully public if you dont wanna download you can try out the season
- First Light Expedition: Play your way through a series of six planets (One for each aim category) and work your way through the difficulties to earn special badges and cosmetics for your ship
- Ghost mode: Race against yourself from a month ago, yourself from a week ago, or your best from last week if youre feeling locked.
- Mixtape mode: make a playlist of 3, 6, or 9 scenarios made up from one from each aim category, your closest runs to a threshhold, or your least played scenarios.
- Daily & weekly quests: 5 daily quests, 1 weekly quest that never are the same or repeat
- Consistency mode: compare your best run vs your median to find out where youre falling behind in game where consistency matters
Queues are lowkey lonely right now, hop in and start playing! :D
github.com/swarlesgnb/Apogee…
Life update, vulnerability (ahh!) and just a lil chat on autism + substance abuse. Im a better speaker than writer so I thought id have a yap then edit this and upload here. It would mean a lot to me if u watched it even on 2x speed ❤️
Im proud of myself ❤️ this has been very hard but necessary, for too long ive relied on alcohol to function as a human and run from my own emotions. Almost 2 months completely sober - the last time i drank was on my bday on Jan 29 where i got black out drunk on stream. It felt like the only way to dull the anxiety of "not being good enough" whether that was gameplay wise or worried that people wouldn't like me for me or find me "weird". But truthfully all I was doing was hurting my friends and myself.
It's so easy to fall into the trap of lying to people and telling them you're fine and functioning when it couldnt be further from the truth. I've learnt a lot of hard lessons lately and even writing this post is a little scary but I know I'm on the right path and I hope to anyone seeing this post if you're in the middle of your own battles that I have faith in you and I'm always here to lend an ear.
To my friends and supporters I can't thank you guys enough for helping me and allowing me to lean on yall through this.❤️
