don't have any family to talk to or friends i'm just the problem

Go to bed hoping I won't wake up sometimes

You think you are special because you are scrappy?

I think after uni I'll go off the grid irl and leave everyone who knew me

Feel like I don't want to be alive

I'll just draw more and more Life keeps on trying to stop me I'll just brute force it

Malfoy is so hot

I don't want to be annoying

Lost around 8-9kg in 2-3 weeks which is probably why I feel like shit

I'm just annoying my bad

Anxiety is hitting me but only around 8-9 pm could it be a hormonal issue

Hate panick attacks

i feel like shit all the time

I had to take a break midway Couldn't stomach the latter half of the episode

When you sign an NDA It has an expiration date as well Is it free reign after it expires to post whatever?

I miss qkawa

Been having bad dreams that I'll die in a year or two and everyone will qrt about how much they disliked me lol

Lonely

Feel isolated recently more than ever

it's happened twice now that a pa says its difficult to give work to university students