Nick

it’s food or drugs atsp i need to die

tier list of my frequently abused drugs i’ve used: 1. molly (lasts a long time and rlly chill) 2. ketamine (go to always my love) 3. cocaine (amazing high, horrible comedown and do a lot of sum shit on it that i regret) 4. dxm (dirty drug)

i feel like having adhd in america would be a lot more beneficial then having adhd in the UK

i should’ve been born in america

there’s this expectation for struggling addicts to want to get better - though it’s never been about wanting to get better it’s about wanting to be happy. if you weren’t happy before substance abuse, why would you want to recover

i have no idea how to be a person

would ketamine help a cokecomedown

hello is this thing on

i’m gonna wake up tmrw see all my messages and be so pissed off with myself haha

me when i lie i just lack dopamine so bad so i’m like never horny but fuck coke does things to me i’m so fucking hyped up rn

#drugtwt who up

i love cocaine i’ve missed this shit so much

yayy i haven’t done coke in a year

being sex repulsed is hard when the only time anyone talks to you is when they’re horny

so jealous of people with brains capable of creating such captivating plots and stories and their ability to bring them to life. a life without producing something to give to the world is a life wasted - and yet i still can’t find anything in me worth making

#edrtwt #drugtwt moot me