Voidb0rne

I want to clarify my Thoughts and feelings about the situation with Ember Paradox. My biggest issue has never been that he just lied to me about his gender. Since I have come to realize that he is not only a man but has a fetish for forced feminization and being seen as a woman it recontextualizes EVERYTHING about our prior friendship. Every small interaction we had I now have to wonder if he got off to me accepting him as a woman and treating him like one. I NEVER consented to being used for someone else's sexual gratification like that and it disgusts me to my core to think that that's likely what happened considering everything that was dug up about him. Some of you may not see what I see because Ember was very covert about how he did it. He is admittedly a very smart person. There will be a level of plausible deniability that I cannot help that some people will use to paint me as a crazy person. I ask that you try to understand where I am coming from with this. I am heartbroken that my trust in someone that I thought was my friend has been shattered and most likely used in a way against me that I find to be violating and repulsive.