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With Hou MingHao in sunshine & in rain "Promise me, we'll become the best version of ourselves." 10/16/26 • LLTG • WL • ZLS • HL • LITC • SWL •

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This performance pierces right through my heart, instantly transporting me back to The Great Dream Returns. Since his Nanjing concert, I’ve held onto this recording of his first concert, of his first tour. My footage captures him up close... the breathtaking atmosphere, the umbrella and the very soul he poured into every expression.. showing how deeply he loved this character he embodied for months. While the full stage showed him ascending on a wire, lifted by the water, locked on his face, capturing the raw heartbreak. He didn't just perform... he brought the Great Demon back to life right before our eyes. And it was when I heard his voice singing Yuanzhou's Youth live that it truly broke me. It is spellbindingly captivating.. so heartbreakingly beautiful that I couldn't bear to share it until now. When I finished Fangs of Fortune, I was depressed. I don't like sad endings.. I usually stay away. So I hope you understand why I couldn't share this sooner. Why I kept it hidden, replaying it only on my rainy days. Replaying it on Hou Minghao's rainy days. Replaying it when I missed the Great Demon so much. This iconic song is an ethereal, haunting masterpiece. Hou Minghao sang this with so much of his heart that I have no words... just an ocean of emotions, both empty and full... a contradiction that is my ultimate weakness. It evokes every ounce of my painful longing for Zhao Yuanzhou. It makes me want to rewrite his ending, to give him the happy one he deserved. Maybe one day I will learn to let him go... to accept his fate... to reconcile his willingness ... his beautiful heart and the depth of his soul.. committed to saving us all....ending his pain when he wanted to live the most 😭😭😭 In his farewell letter, Hou Minghao wrote: "If you encounter rainy days in the future, that will be me coming to keep you company" He also wrote: "Turn the boat around. Let it be just a great dream. On the other shore, someone is looking for me" Because the last line of the lyrics says it all "The wind blows far, the distant boat has come to shore" So today, on this 2nd anniversary, I am turning the boat around. I am letting the distant come to shore one more time.. for my beloved Zhao Yuanzhou ☔️
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Zhengzhou Day 2 - Here is the result of the thanking segment… 🐱: “Thank you to Hesong Media. Thank you.” 🥝: “Go bankrupt!!!” 🐱: 👀 “It’s okay, it’s my company. Upcoming are other companies, everyone must thank them seriously, okay? Thank you to the event organizer, Youling Culture.” 🥝: “Go bankrupt!” 🐱: 😅 “It’s okay, it’s a company I’m collaborating with.” // Thanking the concert team just fine // 🐱: “Thank you, Weibo. Thank you.” 🥝: “Go bankrupt!” 🐱: “Behave. Really. Just once, okay? Just once. The higher-ups from Weibo are all watching…” 😆 #HouMinghaoBelongsToUs2026 #HouMinghao
Zhengzhou Day 2 - Talking after “Who Do You Love?” 🐱: “Who do you love?” 🥝: “Love you!” 🐱: “Who?” 🥝: “Love you!” 🐱: “If it’s me…then may I make a small request?” 🥝: “Yes! Anything for you!!!” 🐱: “I may? Then for the thanking segment later, help me thank them. Is that okay?” 🥝: “No!” 🐱: “No, why? Do you just say ‘love’ that easily? You say ‘love’ this easily? What? What did you say? You love me but not them? But…” (*sighs and scratches head*) #HouMinghaoBelongsToUs2026 #HouMinghao
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Like srsly, the detail goes down to syncing the light effect to the beat of gffa
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The angle from proud concert staff. It was all so much hard work! Great show 💗 #HouMinghaoBelongsToUs2026 #HouMinghao
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🐱: “Ei? It’s extinguished!” (Like it’s some torch lmfao) 🐱: “How is this controlled? Sound-controlled?” 🥝: “Controlled centrally!” 🐱: “Controlled centrally? Oh, so high-tech.” (*waves it like a fairy wand*) “Oh, so this is what it feels like.” And then he turns into Ultraman Ace hhh #HouMinghaoBelongsToUs2026 #HouMinghao
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And so, he couldn’t escape 🤣🤣🤣
This is so cute, he tied the balloon to his wrist 😍 #HouMinghao #HouMinghaoBelongsToUs2026
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Definitely buying this pink Meow Fad3away!!! Don't know where I'll wear it though but... Haha the need to support the most beautiful soul in the whole galaxy - Hou Minghao 💗 However the silver jacket is not wearable for people like me... hahaha Should I buy just to display like football jerseys ? Hahaha I'm a goner! Haha Forgive my musings Trying hard to distract myself from his concert withdrawals... 🥹 This happens everytime🙈
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QD 🕊 retweeted
He said he’ll sing a couple lines of “Wrong Love” a cappella since everybody really wants to hear this song but he didn’t prepare this with the band beforehand. But thankfully, band laoshi is very experienced and we got much more than promised✌️😗 (I love this song 😩😩 he sounds so good) #HouMinghaoBelongsToUs2026 #HouMinghao
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Same game on Day 2! Today, he has to use Gu Feng Xiao Sheng’s state, Monkey’s action, and say in Henan dialect, “na me zhong ma me ran, zhou mo dao henan” (maybe something like: so ideal, so lit, go to Henan on the weekend) He’s contemplating what to do for Monkey, as being on all fours doesn’t look very elegant 😂 That’s when someone suggests doing “bai bai” (🙏🏻🙏🏻) which he says is a genius idea because that’s all Monkey knows how to do. So that’s why we have the ancient scholar fanning himself, doing “bai bai”, and speaking in Henan dialect 😆 #HouMinghaoBelongsToUs2026 #HouMinghao
Finally found footage of the context 😂 For this new interactive segment, one audience member chooses a state, another chooses the action, and another chooses the line. So for this one, it was “bossy,” “side-step,” and “your guts are really chubby” 🐱: “Side-step…okay, okay. Can I get some music? It’s so dry. Any music is fine. Can I? So I just have to do it awkwardly? Okay, that’s fine too—” #HouMinghaoBelongsToUs2026 #HouMinghao
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It made me think of the balloons Kiwis gifted him on his 10th debut anniversary 🤧
He stopped to take a good look at the support!! 🔟🥝❤️ #HouMinghao
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The cutest ever, sweetest ever, most romantic, Hou Minghao 🐱🥝💕 #HouMinghaoBelongsToUs2026 #HouMinghao
pink light on green balloons 🥝💕
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Zhengzhou Day 2 - Talking after “Who Do You Love?” 🐱: “Who do you love?” 🥝: “Love you!” 🐱: “Who?” 🥝: “Love you!” 🐱: “If it’s me…then may I make a small request?” 🥝: “Yes! Anything for you!!!” 🐱: “I may? Then for the thanking segment later, help me thank them. Is that okay?” 🥝: “No!” 🐱: “No, why? Do you just say ‘love’ that easily? You say ‘love’ this easily? What? What did you say? You love me but not them? But…” (*sighs and scratches head*) #HouMinghaoBelongsToUs2026 #HouMinghao
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他说“感恩父母,因为在你们小的时候,你们非常弱小的心灵,只有父母在认真的守护着你们” Hou Minghao said "Be grateful to your parents, because when you were little, your hearts were so fragile and weak, and only your parents were earnestly guarding and protecting you." 😭 Zhengzhou 11.1.2026 Belongs To Us
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[ENG] Hou Minghao, Don't Cry! You deserve all the love, applause, sold out concerts, accolades and accomplishments!!!! You deserve the world!!! You earned every ounce of it. The decade of hardwork, insane schedule, malicious black drafts, sweat and tears. We will always be with you, We will always stand by you and We will always love you ! Ctto
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Both mama & papa Hou cried! I can't hold it back now 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 May every dream you have come true Hou Minghao Family !!!!! We love you guys! Home Means Here !!!!!!!!! Haotao99 !!!!
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Talking Pt - The power of “Yuanzhou’s Youth” (For the second day in a row 😭😭😭) #HouMinghao: “My tears just now were not because I thought of Zhao Yuanzhou. It was because hearing these lyrics, it made me think of my past self, and also of all of you as you were before I ever stood on this stage. Back then, I said that my ideal in life, my wish, was to hold a concert of my own. That was my dream. The person I was back then seems very small compared to who I am today. To me, he was just a rather naïve and inexperienced young boy, but he had a very pure dream. I believe that when everyone was young, they had that kind of very pure heart, as well as a place deep inside themselves that was so pure that they didn't want anyone else to touch it. When I sang this song just now, I thought of the person I used to be. I never imagined that this wish could actually come true. But standing here today, I feel especially grateful to my past self. Just like the lyrics I just sang, “Want to shout loudly, want everybody to hear.” Today, I let everybody hear my singing. Each one of you seated, heard it. I have to thank myself, that youth I used to be. And I also have to thank you all for your support. Besides this, I also really want to thank my parents. I believe there are many of you with parents accompanying you here. I see what you have posted on social media. Perhaps, you sometimes have minor conflicts with your parents. But I feel, regardless of whether they support you or not, have conflicts with you or not, they are people who raised and nurtured you. We have to thank them. Besides coming to see me, you must take good care of your parents, okay? Because when you were little, your parents were the only ones who were carefully protecting that very young and vulnerable heart of yours.” #HouMinghaoBelongsToUs2026
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*English subtitles from xhs.
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เอารูปนี้ไปแซวเล่นเปนมีมกับเพื่อนก้อหลายครั้ง พึ่งมาสังเกตเข่ายัยเหมียว โฮ… ต้องขาเล็กขนาดไหนอ่ะ เข่าถึงปูดออกมาแบบนั้นได้ อยากให้เหมียวกินเยอะขึ้นอีกหน่อย ขอขาฟูอีกนิด แจ้มฟูอีกหน่อยคับ ❤️
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