Bella

"She's more beautiful than words." My life in the glymera was brutal but fate intervened & put me on the path to my future. Spirited & sassy with a heart of gold. Not new to RP MDNI NSFW #BDB (AU) Bonded Shellan to @RuinedTwinBDB ↻ & 💜

There's my Z and Nalla.

I must go find out. •strums the pads of her fingers together•

Have to be 100% blackout though. ~laughs~

I can see myself in a treehouse. Just need daylight protection.

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~~ the Creator in Heaven but beyond that all noise fades from her existence as she listens to the slow rhythm of her hellren's heart letting her know he was back but not out of the woods just yet•

~~ stunning golden eyes I've ever seen• My love. Shhh.. Just drink. •She finally let the tears she's held back by sheer force of will slide down my cheeks as she peppers a series of gentle kisses from his forehead to temple. She hears Lassiter say something about thanking ~~

•She watch as slowly color begins to bloom on Z's skin then there's an intake of breath that sounds like his lungs have forgotten the simple act then it's followed by his Adam's apple bobbing as he drinks. Then finally his eyes slowly peel open and I'm met with the most ~~

~~ one and rubs the line of his neck with my free hand trying to stir him to swallow• I love you. •I whisper every single word to the one who holds my heart wanting/hoping for him to hear me and come back•

~~ my fingers close and brings it to my left forearm where I cut horizontally in a single decisive move then I press my forearm to Z's mouth willing him to drink as I drop the blade to the floor• Drink, my love. Please. I need you. •I lean my forehead to his far too cold ~~

~~ my cheeks. The tears the only outward sign that I'm falling on the inside but I must remain focused right now. I cannot fall apart here and now because Z needs me• Give me a scalpel. •I hold out my right hand and when the cold metal of the blade's hilt touches my palm, ~~

•Her eyes fly open wide when she's told what happened to Z then my eyes fall into my hellren. His skin is ashen, looking like he's just this side of stepping into the Fade, and knows I'll follow him when he does• I need a blade. •The decision is made as tears stream down ~~

~~ rather I felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest and was laying there bleeding out before my eyes•

~~ anyone and everyone to hear me until I skidded to a stop outside the room where Z is being worked on. My hand slaps to my mouth to keep me from screaming in agony but then I'm raining down balled fists onto Lassiter's back• What the fuck happened?! •I wasn't angry but ~~

•When I arrived the scene was chaos and I mean that in every sense of the word. I can feel Z slipping from this world and it's all I can do to stand upright as I hurry down the corridor stopping nurses who look at me with pity• Don't you leave me, Z!! •I yell out wanting ~~