Have been away from the virtual world for awhile. Stopped locking into a computer screen for the past 11 months, and spent that time on myself… Miss playing games for hours on end… but I missed this version of myself so much more. Now to find some balance.
Back in December I was in the worst shape of my life and I don’t mean physically. Mentally, I was falling apart… the wheels were off. After hitting rock bottom and damn near losing everything… I reached out to a professional to help me mentally. Through our discussions, he and
I were able to pinpoint a lot of my issues. He ultimately recommended to me to get back into the gym and take control of some things in my life.
I post that to say this… NO ONE is too good to seek help from a mental health professional. Drop any preconceived notions that you-
Fellas, if you aren’t feeling right… check your shit. I have had the worst 6 months of my life mentally and physically. Have almost gotten divorced because of unwarranted anxieties during my depressive states that caused me to pass weird and unfair judgements on my wife.
I finally had enough and reached out to my PCP to order some blood work, particularly to check my testosterone.
Results can be seen above. Total T is “ok” but the actual usable and available T is in the shitter. Working with PCP now to start some replacement therapy.
So ummm… this happened… @DaddyDimmuTv @FendlerTweets
Played 4 matches with Cloak and Dagger this morning… Ya, def my new favorite support. Shout out to @FendlerTweets for putting me onto this Hero!
I went from a dude that hadn’t smoked in 33 years… to a dude with a fucking scent proof travel bag… shit happened FAST lol
Homemade Lobster Fra Diavolo w/ squid ink pasta tonight at the crib.
Football season start Monday and wife starts her last semester of Law school. Had to set it off with a bang.
Why did this change mid solo? False advertising/bait and switch… unethical business practices…@EASPORTS_MUT @Zirksee
We've gotta do something about this peanut punch BS... over 2 days, I've lost two games by a combined 5 points on money drives because the user "Strips" while I'm not engaging in any kind of skill move, and my player suddenly forgets he's toting the rock...
Madden has arrived! Locked in my Dual Content membership to both @GGameplans and @TeamGetLucky via @iJoebruin Coin Bible… These two combined are better than ANY pack or offer you can buy on the game! TEAM NMS this year!



















