SpookyCatKevin

WE HIT PARTNER Y'ALL! Thank you so much for everything, from the kind messages, lurks, chats, and everything in between. I never expected to hit this milestone when I first started, BUT WE HERE NOW. Can't wait to see what happens next in our journey together!

I am incredibly inspired to make my streams more fluid, fix or even replace old bots with more redeems and alerts. I want to get more emotes and some art stuff. . . The only problem is I am currently at work and by the time I get home I will no longer have this inspiration. 🫠

Madison released the Possession game mode yesterday, which means the last achievements I am missing are finally obtainable. Should we do a couple of live practice runs on normal and stream the deathless run of one of my favorite and spookiest games I own? I think that'd be fun.

Today's the first day since Friday that I have had the chance to step into sunlight. Both Saturday and Sunday, I was at work before sunrise and left after sunset. I do sincerely enjoy my job, don't get me wrong, but I am in desperate need of a vacation or just a little time off.

False alarm, well almost. The situation was not as severe as I had feared, but steps have been taken to take care of it. Sorry for dropping an ominous vague post, just needed a spot to speak my feelings.

I have a strong sense of dread about something in my personal life. I won't be able to check for a few more hours, but I hope this feeling is unfounded. If I go quiet, give me some space. I'll need it.

I've been in poor spirits lately, so I want to list some small things I'm grateful for today: - The rain - Work boots with no holes - Its cool enough to wear my oversized hoodie comfortably - Work stability - A home to return to - Friends sending well wishes - A new day tomorrow

Is anyone else experiencing multiple chat disconnects/reconnects on Twitch lately? Been happening for a while but its been bad this month. Also, anyone have messages that look sent on your side, but never make it to the servers and don't show to the other chatters/streamer? 🫠

A coworker asked me if I was familiar with OBS. (For reference, I don't talk about streaming to anyone in my day to day life) Brother, if only you knew. I've been using and absolutely abusing that program for the better part of 6 years. . . I told him I've heard of it before.🙂

"Have you tried turning it off and on again?" Is both a blessing and a curse. Please tell me why I spent the last 8 hours trying to fix something and ordering parts just to get frustrated, unplug it, gather myself, plug it in, and THE STUPID THING WORKS?? I hate technology man.

I'm tired of every interaction feeling like a test, especially when they have innocent intentions. An email asking for clarification, invites to social gatherings, a text asking for help, "We need to talk" out of the blue. I read between the lines too much, and I'm tired of it.

The only pleasures in life are guilty ones. I do not share many interests with friends, family, or colleagues due to years of ridicule, judgement, and shame. These days there aren't many things I enjoy, but the few I like are kept close to the heart, away from prying eyes.

Everyone wants to be included, with like-minded folks to do life together, but many struggle finding that group. Why? Because inserting yourself into an established group rarely works. Go out and find the hidden gem friends that don't have groups and grow together.

Being part of a creator program or being denied entry doesn't make you any more or less a creator. It can be nice to have labels or backing, but it shouldn't be the end all be all. Continue to create. Be proud of what you make. There is much more out there worth striving for.

Got to watch my "weekends" evaporate in real time as responsibilities for events were given to me. Was kind of hoping for one after working 6 or 7 days a week for the past couple of months. . . Here's hoping to get a weekend in 2027, I guess. At least the paychecks will be nice.

I don't know what exactly you'll learn from this. . . But I'm fairly certain it ain't gonna be good.