Going to tag my goals to top of my timeline to remind myself what I need to achieve and I mean need. Doesn’t look like this year it will happen so this fail needs to fuel. - Achieve Twitch Partner. - Get an opportunity to build a friendship with @zentreya. - Do a charity event for mental health and Sexual abuse survivors. - Be in a place to not be homeless again. - Inspire and unite others with positivity. - Virtually do a meet and greet. - Become a @GamerSupps partner to get a cup and flavour. - To have my own VCard 😂. My goals to others are small but my small goals are massive to me. Zen of you don’t want your name on here just let me know. Otherwise I will take it as a yes eventually 😂. Believe, fight, succeed. 🖤💚

Good morning, It’s Monday and the first day of another week of doing all we can to achieve our goals and dreams. Today is a day to set the ground work for the rest of the week so think of something you achieved or enjoyed last week. Take a few minutes to think how good that made you feel, now channel that positive feelings to use as your go to place for times that might feel overwhelming this week. Remember that we should always be kind to others but you always need to be kind to yourself first. Have a great day, keep hydrated and please keep safe. 🖤💚

Goodnight all, Hope you have all had a lovely weekend and had lots of fun. Thank you Nos for inviting me to help you celebrate your birthday. Was lots of fun. Congrats to Zentreya and SVA on the great sports festival they put on this weekend for charity. It has been a weekend of showing the magical good side of things. Sleep well all and have some great dreams. 🖤💚

Stream 2 Celebrating @nosasrai Birthday come and say hi with @sakurawitchvt @akio_ohtori trying out Mimic Busters. #keymailer #MimicBusters 🖤💚 twitch.tv/sweetbearvt

Celebrating @NosAsrai1 Birthday come and say hi with @SakuraWitchVT @puffybunnies Let's see if we can get some Headlines! 🖤💚 twitch.tv/sweetbearvt

Good morning, It’s Sunday and a new day. Today is a new day and everything from yesterday is in the past so today let’s all try and move on spread some positive energy so let’s all recharge ourselves by doing something for us today. Please do check on someone today to let them know that they are not alone Have a fantastic day and kelp yourself hydrated, we are stronger together. 🖤💚

Trouble sleeping. I swear I must of been such a bad person in my previous life to get the course of a life I have had for 40 years 😂😭😂. I just hope that something goes right for a change, pretty please give a girl a break 🙏. Let’s prey for god things. 🖤💚

Thank you to everyone who came and hanged out for our demos tonight we played. Night Plane was fun and Death As Disco was super cool. We tried to climb the boxing ladder in Super Punch Out. Thank you for lurking and was so nice seeing some of the geckos lurking aswell. We raided out to @ErosValentyne_ who is doing their Halloween debut tonight so go and check them out. Thank you all again and much love to you all. 🖤💚

Clearing my mind on todays events and then trying out the demo for Night Plane. Let's all just breath. #NightPlane #Keymailer. 🖤💚 twitch.tv/sweetbearvt

Thank you so much @djfindumonde for walking me around the horror con. Not being able to do stuff like this means so so so much to me so thank you. Thank you for the picture with @TerrifierFilm David Howard Thornton (Art The Clown). So damn cool. 🖤💚

Well it was going to be my good morning post but uh yea have woken up to all the Vgen news today. Unfortunately the artist that has made all 4 of my models has been caught up in this. To say I am devastated is an understatement. I feel really bad using my model but at the same time I can’t afford to get a new model recommissioned so I am feeling like I am stuck between a rock and hard place. I have put all my money into this that I had so I don’t know what to do. Hope you all have a good day . 🖤💚

Goodnight all of you, You have done amazing making it through the week and now you will hopefully be able to have some you time. Keep spreading that positivity that you have built this week, have a great sleep and keep dreaming those amazing dreams that you have. You have got this. 🖤💚

Thank you everyone for coming and spending time with me while I had my first experience of Fatal Frame. Liking the atmosphere at the moment and we will see where we go with this. Thank you @SakuraWitchVT for the raid lovely always means alot. We raided out to @NaeniaSelanyx who is playing some Alien Isolation. Please give them all some love and thank you for spending time with me again. Much love. 🖤💚

First time ever playing a Fatal Frame game. Let's use my mighty camera and get them to pose for some pictures. 🖤💚 twitch.tv/sweetbearvt

Next shout out is more someone I just enjoying seeing all their content on here and when I can the chance on Twitch. That's @FREAM who no lie has been gaming with their feet, their feet! I see Fream more when they collab with Zen and that is just great chaos. When it comes to art and their dedication to the craft I personally don't think that there is better than Fream. Super talanted and always happy to help others when they can makes them such a genuine person. On my list to get art from in the very distant future 😂. Highly recommend you go and check out this hard working person. 🖤💚

A nice positive shoutout @Saru_Monsuki. He is such a friendly blue fox who just wants to help others. He has found his calling this year and is really smashing out the indie games. He likes big boobs which I annoy him about all the time (his own fault). Seriously though go check him out, all are welcome and he is a lovely genuine streamer who I am lucky to be able to call a friend. 🖤💚 twitch.tv/sarumonsukivt

Next shoutout is for @SakuraWitchVT and she is live now on Twitch. Sakura is my one IRL friend that I have who helps me in my day to day life with taking me to appointments, helping me out the bath etc etc. From a streaming point of view she works really hard to keep herself consistent. Her favourite game is Final Fantasy 8 but she has opened up and plays so many different games now. If you are looking for a cozy welcoming place then this is the place to go. Like myself she is an advocate for mental health and will help in anyway she can. She is live now so why not check her out. 🖤💚 twitch.tv/sakurawitchvt