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Hang in there, sunshine! ☀️ | Spinel RP / PARODY | SFW, Lewd accounts DNI | pfp: @biskyfresh

Joined October 2019
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♡ 𝓘’𝓵𝓵 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷 ♡
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I visited their grave today. Truly still can’t believe they’re gone. It doesn’t get easier.
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My sweet friend. You are forever in my heart and you always will be. 2004-2025 💐
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There are times when for a moment I forget that you’re gone. I go to text you about something, but then I remember, and it crushes me.
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You were stronger than you thought you were and I wish you could have seen that.
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It’s been over a year now since you left. Not a day goes by that I don’t miss you.
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We miss you, sweet friend.
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They always loved christmas
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I’m still wondering if there was more I could’ve done to help them. It’s something I feel guilt about. Could I have done more to help ease their pain or was I helpless?
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I wish you could’ve found another way, my sweet friend. It is not the same without you.
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You have not been forgotten. You never will be.
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I can’t say enough how much of a privilege it was to know them. They were really special. God I miss them.
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Even though you’re gone I hope you know somehow how much we love and still think about you.
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They were too kind for this world. They felt things so deeply. They took things so hard. They hurt hard. But they loved hard all the same. They were a shining light and even though that light has gone out, the world is brighter for having them in it for that brief time.
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Today was rough. I just sat by their grave and cried for a bit.
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I can’t believe they’ve been gone for 5 months.
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It’s strange how grief works. It’s like a filter you see everything else through once it’s there.
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The hotline number is 1-800-273-8255. Please call it if you are considering giving up. Someone is waiting to talk to you.
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Every time I go to visit them I’m hoping it gets easier but it never does. It still hurts. I really wish they hadn’t left the way they did.
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One thing I would like to say is I hope none of their friends blame themselves for what happened. I believe they were fighting a battle inside that only they knew the full extent of. I get the feeling looking back on our talks that they even hid things from me and we were close.
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It’s a tragedy that there is truly no one to blame for. Mental health and depression are difficult things to treat. Treatments are still imperfect and everyone is different.
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