Mash command grab on wake up
Los Angeles, CA
Joined March 2020
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Never going to understand this weird “if ‘x’ goes, I won’t go” ideology. I thought after a few years have passed that this type of angsty act would be over. At what point does it become ridiculous that you’d still limit your experiences in life cause ‘x’ person is also going?
Been feeling way better lately. Also been working harder on myself to learn more about who I was, am, and will become. There is a lot of mental work that I need to keep focused on. I might have to be a bit selfish until I can figure everything out. Looking forward to growing more
Been a while. Been working hard as ever managing so many things, emotions, and tasks all at once. Somehow I haven’t gone insane from the sheer amount of time I’ve used to maintain it all. Hopefully, I can find an answer soon to figuring out more of what I am truely capable of hmm
This whole week I’ve been making up for a week out of the gym by working out harder than last time and my whole body is extremely sore. Even today, working legs, my quads, glutes, and calves are beyond destroyed. Intaking so much protein it could kill a normal man. Lets fuckin go
Honestly, I am done with this Covid shit. People have to know this shit is never going away and it was way too late to stop it now. When people get all scared about a “new variant”, it’s the media that hyped it up to something more than it is. When can we truly move on from this?
Merry Christmas. Another day of being together with family and stuff. I hope maybe this year I can gift myself the ability to learn more about myself and understand how I can affect others with simply just being myself. I feel I really improve and mature every year. I’m thankful.
Another birthday. I feel like I’ve acomplished so much in the past couple years but also failed many things as well. I’m glad I learned from all my past failures and have been moving more and more forward towards my final goal each year. I have a long battle still but I’m ready!!
Everything is slowly coming together again right when I need it to the most. Thankfully I can relax knowing that I’ll have a steady pay flow again and with more gym friends and connections in general, I just have been enjoying all the company and time spent having some fun again.
Keeping fit is some of the toughest shit you can even when you’re not so busy. Is wanting to keep my abs such a sin that I’m unable to eat whatever I want even when running everyday and lifting weights 4 days a week? I can only imagine trying to keep it all while having a family
Is it too much to ask to get some answers from people you consider to be “friends”? At a certain point you have to ask yourself if these people are even your friends or people that just hang with you when your other main friend is there. Such a dissapointing experience I feel ugh
Some good luck for a change. Things slightly going my way. Hopefully I can land this new job I want so I can really start pushing for a better place to live. Bulking time is now as well so I can eat everything I want again. Hopefully I can hit some PR’s at the gym these next days
How on earth did I never ever get covid not even a single time during this shit so far? I figured with how often I’m out and how many event’s and traveling so far I would have gotten but every single test has been negative since the start. Either I’m very lucky or the tests suck
I hate the things I can’t control that can be so easily fixed if I was allowed to go there in person. This covid shit has really gotten out of hand ruining my opportunities to do what I want to do and what I have to do. Hope next year we won’t have to deal with this bullshit ughh
There are too many times I feel like I wonder where all the people I used to see and hang with are up to. Memories we had forever trapped in our mind as just that: just a memory. Maybe I should work up the courage again and ask to see them again in person and start over again huh
Always obstacles coming here and there regarding work or school I feel at the most crucial times. I’m glad to be debt free for the most part and I make more than enough to pay the bills I have off. It’s alright though. These things happen and I’ve dealt with them before. Bring it
Been a while since I posted anything here. All is well on all fronts. Still going to gym and hitting it hard. Still on the quest for more knowledge. Still out there makin money. Wish I had more so I can buy a pet project car or get a Shiba Inu puppy. I’ve done a great job so far!
Been straying off my diet for a bit now but I gotta get back on it properly again. My weight loss has been great up until now and right when it’s practically beach season too. I’m gonna do my best again to find my motivation to continue before it’s too late. Lets fuckin do this!!
Everything just keeps getting better. Just gotta keep pushing myself more till the end. Just one more month to go and I’ll be free for the summer. I have a feeling this summer is gonna be the one for me to really show off what I got. Abs have already come in now nicely. Let’s Go!
