What defines a life well lived? in my new blog post "Making my mark before I die: everythingleadstothis.com/20… #bcsm #amsm #bcmets #cancer #stageiv #breastcancer

I am not likely to tweet about this again but please know there is no sadness but only joy surrounding This process. I will eventually feel no pain, not have to feel this kind of fight and I am no longer likely to field this kind of pain

Thanks for kind thoughts/well wishes. Hospitalized since December. Now in hospice. This is a difficult tweet b/c I wanted this process to be faster and more private. Not ignoring you out of anger or lack of acceptance. Was hoping you’d find out when I’d passed. Sending only love.

Hospitalized @cedarssinai with a feeding tube because still can’t keep food in. Pain med they gave me is making me puke. And cedars is refusing the only anti nausea that works. It’s a #cancer drug my doctor gives me all the time. Why do I have to fight for this? #exhausting

I’m on a runaway train and no one knows where the control room is. #ThisIsStageIVCancer #WishTheyKnewMore #cancer #stageiv #BreastCancer #bcmets #bcsm #amsm

Woman in the radiation waiting room approached me and asked to share some holistic therapies. I told her I was stage iv. She waved her hand, “That’s nothing,” she said, “A million stage iv patients have been cured.” Ummm #WheresThatStudy #cancer #amsm #bcsm #BreastCancer #bcmets

Poor guy over at @amazon...called because they left all of the water out of my home delivery. I explained that I really need it because I'm sick. "Yeah," he said, "that sick think is going around." "No it's not," I said, "I have cancer." #AwkwardSilence #cancer #WhoHaveIBecome

Guy who performed my echocardiogram told me about his friend with stage 0 breast #cancer. He said he can’t imagine what she must go through emotionally and then mumbled something about how I have it worse. Good times with folks who try to verbally process my disease with me. 🎉😂

More home invasion dreams last night. Gee I wonder what that could be about. #bcmets #stageiv #InvadedByCancer

Has anyone here ever dealt with a feeding tube? I am unable to keep food down. No one knows why. And I can’t stop losing weight. Would be grateful for anyone’s experience. #feedingtube #cancer

Where I choose to act and where I try to surrender in my new blog post "Why my life goal list doesn't include beating cancer" #cancer #stageiv #bcsm #bcmets everythingleadstothis.com/20…

Horrifying experience for me with #stageiv #breastcancer. You are gamifying a disease that cripples on its way to being fatal. I don't take myself particularly seriously but when you flash words like cure or brave, you trivialize my very existence. Your pink party wont save lives

Hey guys...would love some of you to weigh in. Is there a go to snack when your stomach rejects everything else?

When someone says I’m going to “beat” this, what does that mean? None of us will “beat” anything. We’re all going to die. Some of us just have a clearer idea of what will take us out with more physical challenges along the way. To me, I beat #cancer every time I enjoy the moment.

Prefacing this by saying I don't feel like a victim in any way, but living with #stageiv #cancer is like living with an abuser. I never know what version of my body I'll get on any given day or moment. Will I be "normal" me or the version that pukes all day? #GoodDayBadDayGame

Standing in line at the museum and a woman is talking about her friend with metastatic cancer who is in remission. It’s taking everything I have not to explain NED to her. Hence this tweet. #bcsm #cancer

The doctor who performed my endoscopy had the swagger of a man who rolled up in his porsche and left the car running for the 10 minutes it took to complete the procedure.