WIP :)

I'll see you in Watson...

Wip <3

And of course, it's the first drawing with an elaborate background (without using 3D models) that I've done since about a year ago, hahaha

I have a university assignment to create an illustration of a character and an elaborate background... And I turned it into a collab with a friend, I'll probably post the wip today 🩷 I thought it was a good opportunity :'b

Vent post (yeah again, sorry (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)) Lately, I've been feeling a little depressed, and I guess I just wanted to get these feelings off my chest. Sometimes I try to distract myself by talking to friends, but when I'm alone again, those feelings tend to come back When I was little, I always wished I could have lots of friends, because I was bullied and barely had anyone to talk to back then. That's why I'm genuinely happy to have met the friends I have today. I'm really grateful for the people who are part of my life, even if I don't always know how to express it properly I'm sorry if I sometimes come across as overly sentimental or emotional, or if my reactions ever seem fake when they really aren't :'c I know I can be a little impulsive or intense sometimes, especially when replying to messages. It's just that seeing a message from a friend genuinely makes me happy, and I get excited to reply as soon as I can 🩵 Maybe I just get a little too attached to the little moments of connection Sometimes I find myself missing conversations that used to make me happy, or wishing I could keep talking to someone a little longer. I know everyone has their own lives, their own struggles, and their own reasons for being away, and I'm not blaming anyone for that. I guess I just miss feeling connected to people sometimes I'm not writing this because of any particular person, nor am I expecting anyone to do anything about it. I just needed somewhere to put these feelings into words, without keeping everything bottled up inside I wish I could say things will get better soon, but honestly, I've been struggling a lot lately, and it's hard to imagine things changing sometimes. I guess I'm just tired of feeling this way :'c 🩵

And believe me, I really don't want to let anyone down. I'm sorry if you've sent me messages asking about progress or anything like that And I'm truly ashamed that I can't bring you many updates on your commissions, I'll do my best :'(

I know I'm way behind on commissions, late birthday gifts, late fan art, but university is taking up all my time right now (I'm also working on a university project that I'll make public when I can) Please give some time, I also have to keep my social media active so I also do a quick drawing or something like that, but it's still difficult to manage with all of this 😓

Bolis-chan

LESBIAN MONTH GAVE ME POWERS (⁠๑⁠♡⁠⌓⁠♡⁠๑⁠)🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

Many people joined the waiting list for Christmas commissions... I'm sorry, but I'm going to delete that section. It's not that I don't want to give discounts, it's just that I can't afford to lower my price much rn, really :'( I need to start saving for some personal things, And my brother was recently laid off, so I'm going to be covering more expenses for the time being, so... Yeah, I might be able to lower my current prices, but honestly guys, I'm sorry. (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠)💔💧 If instead of $100, $80 seems okay to you, that's the lowest I can go, ok? 😖💧 (Although I'm currently working on commissions, so there's a waiting list)