Sparrow ღ

I'm waiting for you baby~

TLDR; I've been MIA from online, I'm sorry if you tried reaching out. Been focusing on IRL and mental health and may continue to do so but will try to be more active on discord. Thank you to all my friends, I still care about you all a lot. Even if we haven't talked in a long time. Also, thanks to my friends who have stuck around the last half year especially <3 For all my friends who have, and haven't noticed, I'm sorry for being so MIA the last few weeks. I'm sorry if I never responded to a message or from one of the rare times I was on VR I didn't reply or accept the invite. I'm probably going to be around less, I'm not sure. I kind of want to keep focusing on IRL and my mental health but I will try to be around a bit more at least on discord. I've taken a step back from online just in general to focus on my mental health and IRL for the last few weeks to really think about who my friends are and who actually cares about me as well as to just reflect on the past a little bit to help myself move forward. These last few years have genuinely just felt like a waste of my time and most importantly my energy and instead should have gone to those who would give it back instead of those who just took. I cared for people who just kept tearing me down among other really shit things and I lost myself. I've made friends who I thought were close to me, who I considered my good friends, even some of my oldest friends, who I've tried to help whenever they needed it and just to hear them say that they don't give a fuck at all. That just hurts, a lot. The last few years have definitely been a lesson, and it's one that I feel I'll never completely recover from. I'm still going to do my best to trust my friends, to give them my time and help as always, but after all the constant lies and BS from previous close friends, I truly am sorry if I seem distant or if I'm just really quiet and reserved towards you. I care about all of my friends, even if we haven't talked in a while, even if it's been years, I still care and I always will. Every friend that I've made has made an impact on me in one way or another and has helped me even without knowing. So thank you. Especially to those friends who've stuck with me for the last half year or so, I really wouldn't be here without you and you all mean the world to me, and thank you for listening, and putting up with me <3.