I mean I’ve been committed to being a Helicopter mechanic and at 19 I thought it was what I wanted to do, and 7 years later it’s not.
It’s just one of those careers where your work is inevitably your life as well. Not a good career for work/life balance. Moneys great and the job is definitely badass just not what I wanted to do anymore.
I am thankful still at the end of the day my man don’t you worry. It’s nice to know too I have a solid career to fall back on.
*update for the homies on here*
Kind of realized I’m working my youngest most important years of my life away.
Over the past couple months been doing some extreme self reflection. Just with my overall happiness and mental health.
TLDR Left home at 19 joined the military, got out in 2024, went to work corporate for a year, hated it and then now I’m a military contractor. I’m glad I sacrificed the years I had to put myself in a position of good wealth for a career, but I’m so disappointed in myself for not being able to chase dreams and aspirations I do have. I find myself looking at coworkers in their 40-, and 50s seeing that if I don’t take a risk or try what I want to do then I’m going to end up old and miserable working the 9-5 cog wheel. Which doesn’t bother me if I had tried to live my life first. But I haven’t I’ve been nothing but a working machine clocking in and out since I was 19 and haven’t been able to make memories, travel, and pursue what I want.
So I’m gonna quit my job this isn’t what I want to do for the rest of my life, and I’m going to get my degree, looking at moving to Tennessee or North Coralina if anyone’s got some good recommendations or can tell me about either two states. Specifically Knoxville, or Raleigh is the cities I’m interested in. Want the time working on my bachelors to pursue content, compete, stream and laugh, and get back into distance running. Just really find love for life again, meet fun people, etc without the need to beg a boss for time off to do so.
How people fakes DMs.
I was wrong this time will happily admit, didn’t realize people could even do that.
Since yall apex players loves drama and believe every discord screenshot you see, im releasing this plugin. github.com/SihanCheng0/venco…
Standard Discord dark-mode layout from around late 2023: circular avatars on the left, bold username + gray timestamp on the same line, message text below, dark background.
This is what makes me not think the image is faked. New dark mode discord looks completely different.
Kinda weird how you’re on a burner complaining about someone’s tweets.
I have real pictures of myself on my Twitter “anime wannabe” 😭 and grass toucher oh man the larp 😭
No purpose? shit gets me some extra cash lol.
God forbid a mf calls out shady shit lol
Like I said the account that posted it is the same one that exposed fluxx so it has credibility. I see what you’re saying however at the end of the days it’s my opinion that I believe it could be real.
I’ve explained it’s not just because of the screenshot look at the replies to the quote I had no idea about any of this before I said anything.
I sat down did some research and came up with this conclusion. Stop looking at this as a dickriding fan, and look at this from a competitive integrity standpoint. You follow him and delroar clearly you have bias in your reply
Any other esport would warrant at least an investigation from the screenshot and connection to his old username with the dates the messages were at.
The account that posted this proof got fluxx banned previously. So regardless they have credibility.
Blurry cause it’s clearly cropped from a desktop, and it’s only damning because of the timing of the message and then how they placed In PSQs with the walling snippet on worlds edge with reactions from pros.
He literally subbed for them and got them qualified.