The diary of a 27 female diagnosed with BPD/EUPD and ADHD using Twitter to send random thought provoked tweets 🫶🏻
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Just been to doctors to have a further assessment as wanted to get some support for my BPD/EUPD.
Currently trying not to cry sat in Starbucks because the doctor said she’s questioning my initial BPD diagnosis.
Am I just a shitty human being then?
Shit is heavy to process man💔
That BPD Girl retweeted
after a while you get tired of telling people how they make/made you feel. you eventually just go ghost and never speak again.
That BPD Girl retweeted
dear self, sorry for always putting you in the same situation. i know you just want to be loved and treated the way you treat others but it always end up nothing.
That BPD Girl retweeted
I just want all my BPD havers to know that you are NOT the cliches that people think you are. you’re not inherently evil, or beyond help, or a lost cause. you’re worthy of being loved, feeling love and finding love for yourself. you are capable of good things. I promise 🩷🪽
Could I have one with warped smiley faces and butterflies? 🥺 Lots of shades of blue 🩵💙 ty in advance
That BPD Girl retweeted
with BPD, I know I can be harsh & cold at times. I can be very dismissive & sometimes, if I’m splitting, it can seem like I lack empathy, but it’s because my emotions are shut off & I feel absolutely nothing or absolutely everything. this always follows with enormous guilt & shame that eats me up inside. it’s so painful to deal with. yes it’s hard for those around us, but it’s 100x times harder for us trust me