i love food twt so much TT i want to learn to make nutritious & pretty foods too !!!! if anyone ever has recipes or things 2 send to me please do ....
these days i think i am a bit unhappy...i need more change . i need to take more charge of the way i live, & i feel so stagnant in my dreams again... i feel like i am drifting and watching those dreams go by TT how do i take back control ?
also loving this album lately... the last 2 tracks mean so much to me open.spotify.com/album/42O64…
here is a song i like a lot these days ^__^ open.spotify.com/track/3ZKqI…
omg i miss posting here TT turns out this new semester is soooo busy ... i am constantly studying and working on projects!!!! i'm so short on time i even had to say goodbye to my therapist TT at the very least i am working hard
on another note my time away from school has ended..! i am back in uni :') i think i am much more prepared now and some of my classes are fun ^_^ i'm trying my best to be more involved and talk to people & do lots of scary things out of my comfort zone . i am a brave girl!!!!
i got rejected yesterday... it was a casual interest and the stakes were rly low so i didn't think it would hurt but it still did... i felt very sad today too because i went out and thought i looked beautiful but i think i am the only one who sees it
i think i need to reconnect with myself & get out of the house TT 2morrow i'm going to dress up and go to the library to make more art !!🌸 i've been working on some projects & i want to be able to sell things... i also just need to find more fulfillment again because even tho
i decided to try getting on a dating app recently ~___~ i've managed 2 find several people to swipe right on but now i'm worried i won't have any matches TT i'm only getting notifications from ppl i'm not interested in....
from my journal—an honest entry on social rejection, authentic self-expression, and living in the age of "tik tok pretty"
the vibe these days open.spotify.com/track/2Nq4S…
also i made my therapist cry during my session yesterday ( ˶°ㅁ°) !! because i read her one of my journal entries . it made me wonder if i should post it because it might resonate with someone..?
ermm so i ended up quitting my job @__@ tbh there was a lot of stuff going on that was just rlly unfair and the pay wasn't worth it... at the very least i think my short amount of time there did help my social anxiety :') people seem slightly less scary
thanks 4 ur sweet messages everyone TT unfortunately my first day at work didn’t go very well.. managers & some customers weren’t very nice or patient even though it was my first day :( honestly i came home and had to cry TT … i thought i’d get more training than what
they gave before but they didn’t, they just dumped info on me and expected me to remember all of it, so i felt really dumb when i made mistakes.. regardless i’m going to go back to keep facing my fears & maybe stand up for myself more if i need to >_<









