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THIS IS HOW IT ENDS - A Black Ops 7 Montage @SoaRFrann @SoaRLewy @oceanmangod @SoaRZephy Enjoy youtu.be/8af68p8oT1o

Hey everybody, long time no see. This is gonna be a bit of word vommit so if you don't really care keep scrolling! I am obviously a very private person, and I try my best to keep my real world separate from this internet stuff. But I've been in a horrific place for personal reasons for a while now. And in that struggle I've tried to juggle so much just to keep everything together and I've definitely hit my limit trying to make everyone happy and instead, I've let a bunch of people down. I'm usually a lot better than this, and once I'm done clawing my way out of this place, I will be back on my shit. This is nowhere close to the person I am. I took projects on out of necessity thinking I'd be able to balance it all, which was an incredible blunder. And now I am paying the price, digging my way out of my current backlog. I genuinely have nothing but love and care for this community, I've put my all into trying to trying to lift everybody up however I can, so I hope that point alone goes to show that I have no ill will towards anybody, and this was genuinely just mistakes on my behalf. I don't want any sympathy or anything weird, I just wanted to be vulnerable for a second and transparent because I think it's the right way to go. I'm gonna do nothing but eat-sleep-breathe my backlog and get it all done, the right way, to the best standard I can so everybody is as happy as possible, and then I think it's beyond time for this- but I will be hanging up the montage editing gloves for good. A lot of people have shown me so much love over the years for them but I have so much going on that the time they take for love and care is beyond what I can consistently commit anymore. I personally reached out to everyone and am working to win back everyone's trust the best I can. I genuinely can't believe that I've ended up in this place, it brings me a lot of shame. I just hope you guys have a bit of insight into the place I'm in. At the end of the day I overextended to "survive" thinking I was Superman and could handle that workload, and I failed. I'm sorry everyone. I will be better.

EMPTINESS - A Black Ops 7 Montage @SoaRFrann @SoaRLewy @oceanmangod @SoaRZephy Enjoy youtu.be/D7Du118WMRU

almost time to show yall the rest of this picture

told @SoaRFrann he didnt know how to edit and he sent me this shortly after..

alright and on a positive note, it's my bday. so reply with cool memes, id like to smile looking at twitter today

Well it would appear I missed a lot the last few days, hello!