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if you have even moderately good health you should really cherish that. my body has almost killed me on several occasions and i wish i could be remotely healthy and not suffer from chronic illness. many times my life is going ok and my health ruins everything. it makes me sad

back in the hospital aka medical prison (pls stop punishing me universe i didn’t do anything wrong punish the evil people not me!!)

i deal with very debilitating depressive episodes and i really don’t have any coping mechanisms i just kinda hate my existence till something somewhat good happens then i’m ok again and then like a week later i just feel like i hate my life again.

kinda crazy i've produced 10 different songs with over a million streams, that should make me feel better about my existence

the concept of drugs is crazy to me, you just take this and feel better and don't feel like life is the worst thing ever. I understand there's like downsides like addiction n stuff, but it just adds to my theory that life is just an elaborate video game

besides finding love the only true desires i have are making good music, doing drugs, and petting cats

i look very dumb and oblivious, but like in a cute way

you can trust me i’m a dr

driving with this playing late at night unlocks a sense of introspection, those thoughts you've been avoiding come to the fore front

the kind of lifestyle i want is a very successful gf and i make food for them and do basically whatever they want and then we watch movies n stuff

sounds like a long lost memory..

i’ve been really honing in on the lost in an ancient temple vibes recently

making music is sometimes the only thing that brings me happiness or a sense of fulfillment. the eternal compulsion to create something drives my entire existence

this melody I made today reminds me of the time gears in pokemon mystery dungeon

this poster has been in my dads spare room since reach launched like 16 years ago

i wish i was a nepo baby so bad sometimes man, like the amount of work i have to do to get where i am was years of depression and self realization and stress and pure passion to keep me going and some person with a powerful dad got everything they wanted immediately