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Everywhere
Joined March 2011
increasingly convinced that the real “emotional work” is sobbing fully without any resistance to it, it’s not sad at all, there’s no suffering, just removal. sobbing isn’t necessarily about sadness, it’s to muscle tension what pooping is to the gut
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You have to let these things out sometimes or else they’ll fester but then you straighten your hair for the first time in years, realize you look like a young Cher, and remember that you don’t have the will for weakness anymore because there’s too much more out there for you
Just for tonight I am going to let myself be weak
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You get older and nothing phases you. We live in a fucked up world with fucked up people. You think something is impossible until it happens. You think “that’ll never happen to me” and then it does. Someone lies someone cheats someone steals someone dies. Just like that. The soul separates from the body. It’s over. A daunting fact but it’s a fact. You start to learn how to roll with the punches. When the impossible happens you pivot. When you don’t recognize the person in the mirror, you face them. You accept what you can’t change. You fight like hell to change the rest. Who are you going to be now? What would love do now? Your options remain the same. Sink or swim. Fear or love. Don’t or do. The middle is worse than death. If you’re not all in, you’re out. In or out.
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husband who finds wife so beautiful he invents new lenses to capture her
I was hesitant to add synthetic grain to Camera Nocta, but using ProRaw images (at 2x zoom) adds some unfortunate skin smoothing and a little grain is the perfect thing to even it out again so I'm adding it. It will be adjustable in develop mode.
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The thing they don’t prepare you for with losing weight is how nothing will ever fit you again. Even your shoes and rings will be too big. I have no idea what size I am in anything but it’s beyond my scope to look into it
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Just for tonight I am going to let myself be weak
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Remember what happened last time
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people asking random questions to their librarian
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Cy Twombly, 'Portrait of a Young Man' (1962)
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First day of a new job tomorrow and I might feel the same way about beginnings. Much more fear there though
I just really don’t like when things come to an end
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Henri #Matisse - Reclining Woman in Arab Robe , 1941.
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Around 1500, Hieronymus Bosch painted sheet music on a sinner's bare butt in hell. 500 years later, someone transcribed and performed it. Now you can hear the original butt song from hell.
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Time does not exist in our kitchen and the amount of cleaning I do every morning and every night is as if it was being undone immediately
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I turn around and the messes reappear and multiply. They growl at me sometimes
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i don't want to be a product of my environment...
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New York City in the year 2000
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Being and Becoming Monday
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3:30am and just had a slice of lunch meat for the first and probably last time of my life
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