as you wish

eye doctor: you should see a home going in and out of focus me: [choking up] ok

an older woman asking me "how do you walk in those heels" has a sinister air to it

telling my family membera i forgive my abusive relative in her time of dying, but i never want to see or hear from her again was so liberating. it also impressed upon me i never want to live a life where someone needs to say that about me

licking the envelope is so perverse and necessary

i've been waking up at 2 am, the rushing thoughts of every possible thing that could go wrong gnawing at me like black hunger. instinctively i reach for a screen. lately, though i've been changing my tactic - reading an epub of finnegan's wake until my eyes cross. it does work

what i appreciate about neutral milk hotel is that a man got really really into anne frank and then decided that what he said was sufficient. phoebe bridgers developed a parasocial relationship with elliott smith and should have stopped there. the problem is she Kept Going

checking on my substitute teaching app

to regulate my nervous system, i’ve been trying to listen to whole albums only. unfortunately at the same time i also chose the darkest time of year to get really, really into drone music

my russian neighbor gave me some vanilla ice creams from the international store that reminded him of his childhood, and he said “you may not like it because it is not sweet like american ice cream”, and it tastes exactly like a mcdonalds dream cone

twitter is very dangerous yes but there is still so much room for wonder. for example. because of a fact i just read, i am determined to get pregnant now so i can eat a bunch of eggs and have a smart baby

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this was me about weenie, his dog

there is nothing to hold onto inside a tesla - it is as smooth as a womb - so when someone turns too fast it feels like being born into this world

went on a sensory walk inside the farmers market

knowing the full title of when the pawn is the sad woman’s pi