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↑18 and german

Joined August 2023
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whats this. a kofi? yep. i know this account is kinda DEAD but im in a pickle now because of german bureaucracy so.. ko-fi.com/niah0lic/commissio…
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We estimate that service restoration for #AO3 will take around 2 weeks but it could be up to 4 weeks. We are hopeful that we will be able to bring the site back up in a degraded state sooner. Refer to our status page for updates: otwstatus.org/
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MY GIRL IS IN THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Sneak peak at an oc animatic I’ve been working on of my chatacter, Victor #oc
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Sneak peak at an oc animatic I’ve been working on of my chatacter, Victor #oc
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I love everything that is wrong with him
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returning from no art for months just for her #MograCookie
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ocd discourse all over my tl and my ocd is having the worst flare up ever rn too fuck me i guess
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One of the reasons why OCD is so widely misunderstood as a disorder is because most people dont even acknowledge it as a mental illness at all. People think it's just average anxiety and you can just "stop", but OCD really feels like having 20 guns pointed at you all day everyday
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this is probably the worst era to have ocd in because your peers do in fact think thoughts = morality and that one mistake on the internet means you’re evil
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why does everyone act like assuming good things is delusional but assuming bad things is just "being realistic" both are assumptions. Neither is proven. you might as well pick the one that actually benefits you. Like???
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I’m not sure if any other neurodivergent people are like this, but I’ve realized I need constant clarification of absolutely everything. People have gotten mad at me many times for asking “Why?” “When is this happening?” “When are we leaving?” “What are you doing today?”
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I want everyone to truly understand what is going on in germany right now
Alice Weidel becomes the first leader in the world who is anti-immigration but has an immigrant wife, is anti-LGBTQ+ but is a lesbian herself, opposes LGBT adoption but has adopted two children, and is a hardcore German nationalist but lives in Switzerland
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I don’t rlly like to do something like this but I’m in bad spot. TLDR I quit a toxic job. It is stiffing me out of a $300 paycheck, so as of right now… I’m making it by the skin of my teeth. I plan to take action, but now I need financial support… please help (link in comments)
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Something I hope people understand about OCD is that there's not actually "types" of it as much as people think, "moral OCD" is not a different disorder from "contamination OCD", they're more accurately described as themes, what the specific person obsesses over and they're (1/3)
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Just wanted to share this with you guys
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Computer safety
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Needing to reset as I have been hospitalized so much it has destroyed my living situation. I want to make art again but I must resolve my life and mental health. I cannkt make art to promote now but this is equally relevant. I couldnt predict it. ko-fi.com/tostyartrent/goal?…
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and let it be known that the most queerphobic sentiment i’ve experienced in Germany was always at the hand of white conservatives. Germany can have immigrants or not have immigrants, the queerphobia has always been here despite immigrants. anyone claiming any different is lying.
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an attack against queer people at pride parade in berlin tonight and y’all wanna tell me queer people aren’t in danger? I don’t feel safe reading shit like this.
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