corey 🧟‍♂️

you guys aren’t gonna crucify me because i ate after i posted my meal right… i also had protein bar after because i still felt sick

i used to fantasise about being hospitalised because no one ever took me remotely seriously until this relapse even though i was a lot smaller a few years back

my head feels like it’s gonna explode bruh

extremely dizzy so breaking my fast with yumminess of 193kcal

no i can’t come to school i’m too busy with my eating disorder

what if i said new ugw is 6st 7lb because six seven…

can’t wear my shoes with height inserts cos i think that’s what hurt my ankle… preparing for comments on how i’m 2 inches shorter 😭😭

most of my clothes look ridiculously big rather than baggy now i need new clothes 😭😭

i’m so hungry omfg

thought about reducing my step count and then realised that the only reason i get out of bed every day is to walk and if i didn’t do this my depression would get so much worse

today’s stats and i’m starting the month off with a bang

weighed myself rn and i’m 48kg which means i lost over 6kg in october 😼

this was my half-assed carl costume yesterday btw

i need to weigh myself tomorrow morning cos i took a dump and i will have fasted for two days so that’s optimal conditions

nothing more exciting than going for a fat shit for a person who’s restricting

however i faked my weight up to 53kg when im ~49 so idk how im gonna manage to do that if im lower 😭😭

my camhs worker agreed to start weighing me every 2-3 weeks instead of every week because it was really stressful for me which i’m glad about ^^

in october i was like ‘no im gonna harm reduce im november trust’ and it’s november and im starting it out by fasting and getting 40k steps 😭😭

me and my friends ended up going trick or treating drunk (except me i was sober companion bc im scared of alcohol now) and we got two buckets full of sweets and i ate none of them ☹️☹️

uh guys my gw is only 2kg away now 😳 original ugw is 4kg away 😳 im still miserable 😳