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𝓈leep has always been shit, today of all days especially, woke up in a sweat and a shitty attitude. fuck.
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𝓉hat's the beauty of 𝒋𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒔. nothing is ever truly hidden under the sanctum of his lips and your likely to experience the full force of his thoughts in real time. the space between them felt distant, of course it had to be, separate the person from the therapist.
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Replying to @aptluminescence
background. is that something you associate with your current situation ? maybe ... the confinement, the violence, failure... ”
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“ t̲rynna' talk to you on an emotional level would neva' happen considering dat we are in an environment dat— foah' starters, is strictly professional and nothing but a way to deep dive in tha' brain. ” exhaling rather softly.
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i̲s it eva' a good idea ta' call up an ex when you need some fuckin' lovin' on a night like dis and ah' need like zero effort or what .ᐣ
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𝒽ead pressed against the wall; it's been a long day and nothing but an exhale can be heard from the depths of his lips. he needs a minute, but it seems like everything just seems to go wrong. “ 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬. ” he uttered.
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/: a common thing that i like to tell people is that no - matter how much you hate james and how much of a piece of shit he is, if he tells you to go, he usually doesn't mean it. if you ever wanna get close, just annoy him more. engage in those fights. give me that enemyX
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“ —n' it's ma' job ta' make surah' dis city isn't crumblin' unda just because ma' head don't feel too good on one occasion. ” he chuckled, shaking his head in the process.
“ d̲at's tha' thing, right .ᐣ— constantly pushin' ideals. ”
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“ m̲y point being, dis shit ain't gonna fly ova' unless ah' comply, it's a load of bullshit. ”
“ i̲ know why ah'm 'ere. ” ... “ p̲aulie fuckin' shot himself n' dat means ah' gotta say how ah'm feeling. ”
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𝒷lue irises remained linked on to the therapist before him, staying interlocked in the conversation while also conveying a genuine interaction rather than diversion.
“ w̲ith all do respect, ah' ain't gonna bore you with tha' details. it ain't worth it. ”
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rather writing some more, or .. pretending to . then, after a good moment , she looked up .
“ you are very defensive , do you have any idea why that may be ? ” anna then held eye contact, her expression a rather neutral one .










