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โ€œ bring me brightness โ€ writer | intj. filo/eng

erys โ€ข writer | she/they โ†‘
Joined February 2022
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Mourning Ivan like i knew him personally get out of my house
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itโ€™s almost been a day, howโ€™s everyone doing?
Till, plz, you gotta put us out of our miseryโ€ฆโ€ฆ
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scars remind me everything #ALNST
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scarsโ€ฆscarsโ€ฆscarsโ€ฆ
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To the ghost I still carry [1/4]
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scars
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till misses ivan so much everyone at the rebel base start missing him too
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This is so fucked up
Haha. He switched from F minor in Cure to F major in Scars. Fuck me
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Ivan was so dear to him that he had to learn how to work through grief to get through the day with the weight of his absence so vivid in every aspect of his life, reminding himself that it's fine, that dying is not the end because ivan is still alive through him and his memories
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Full lyrics for Scars ๐Ÿฅน๐ŸŽ‰ It is, after all, about living on with the memory Ivan left in him; the light that disappeared at the end of the rain (R6) but remained as warm shadow in the crevices of his body... It's beautiful. It's truly beautiful.
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The more I listen to this song the more devastated I am but I also can't help smiling bitterly...both happy and miserable at the same time
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โ€œread my soul, yes my soulโ€
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we went from "do u luv me >3<" to "before forgetting, I seize and embrace you" yeah ok cool wtv
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smth about till yearning for ivan forever, moving forward with this new life his beloved light gave him but incapable of moving on from said light. forever remembering and thinking about ivan and what they could have, his biggest regret...
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oh ivan if you only knew....
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"I breathe the air you left behind." "And still, I read you." "Scars remember everything." "I know your warmth, even in it's chill." HE UNDERSTANDS IVAN'S FEELINGS AND HE'S HEALING WITHOUT FORGETTING HIM
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"Returning to that path again"
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scars #alnst
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