everyone says this
i give up i think im finally done trying to reach out for help and venting i cant keep hurting others just because im sad i don't want to be alone again connection is so hard to make i cant ruin it because of my mental health
aah i don't care anymore just do what you want i will never be able to change my body this is all i will ever be it doesn't even feel like mine i don't care anymore
❥ aigis of 🔪twt retweeted
“Suicide is selfish,” but so is forcing someone to endure a life they can’t keep up with.
It’ll leave deep wounds on others, but I think my loved ones seeing me this way has left enough wounds already. I think for me, it really is the only option.
❥ aigis of 🔪twt retweeted
I wish I had the energy and confidence to talk to people
Texting, voice chats, meeting new people irl, making friends online, etc.
I prefer being alone
but I don’t like being alone
I feel lonely and it’s so dumb, it is genuinely only my own fault
❥ aigis of 🔪twt retweeted
i get jealous when people say they miss who they were before depression and anxiety. i’ve had depression and anxiety since early childhood so i’ve never experienced a before either of those🍏
❥ aigis of 🔪twt retweeted
Any conversation about suicide is immediately captured by the notion of prevention and becomes so sclerotic that it’s somehow immoral to say anything other than ‘this is wrong and you shouldn’t do it’
my only value lies in my chest and i don't even want it
sometimes i feel my girlfriend only likes me for it because she talks about it all the time and always comments on how big it is
the only compliments i've had outside of my girlfriend and family formalities is about my chest
i want to cut myself soo bad but i don't want to waste my good razors on anywhere besides my forearms and i can't cut on them right now... and all my other razors suck major ass





















