If he is truly that happy now, it would be so selfish of me to wish for him to return to something that may no longer bring him happiness. Maybe this is a sign for me to accept reality and understand that things will be different from now on. Being fixed on screen partner must be so hard, with all the pressure, expectations and constant judgment. They can never just be ordinary human beings without people finding something to hate about them. As much as it hurts, im slowly learning that loving them also means allowing them to choose what makes them happy, even if their choices are different from what ive been wishing for. I am sad. I am still grieving the future I thought they would have together. But one thing will never change my love and support for both of them will remain the same. I will always wish them happiness even if that happiness no longer looks the way I once hoped it would.