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will you end my pain?
Joined May 2023
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but there was no wound they could give me that i had not already given myself.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ࣪ —⠀⠀⠀⠀ #mvrp #girp
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ࣪ ︵ֺ︵ ㅤ ㅤBETTER TO BE HATED THAN LOVED LOVED LOVED ۪ ⠀⠀ ⪩⪨
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⠀ “for .. everything. i inconvenienced you many times in the past, and even almost cost you your life, which I now see was very wrong ..” ⠀[⠀bowing his head as he accepted his mistakes, willing to take the consequences for his actions.⠀] ⠀
( amused , he wore a more natural smile. ) what are you apologizing for, exactly? ( even he couldn't pinpoint which fault sunday was referring to. their issues previously? the awkwardness of this conversation? a secret third thing? )
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⠀ ⠀[⠀he’s quite uncertain, a very different side of him from the time that was not long ago, not holding himself with as much confidence.⠀] “i suppose your words have some truth in them .. id like to apologize, aventurine. no forgiveness needed.” ⠀
you don't need to worry about me! the fact that i'm starting this conversation means i'm fine with it, right? ( he feels himself partially lying, but irregardless.. he wasn't /too/ discomforted in the first place. it was his job that he did in penacony. )
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⠀ “...ᐣ .ᐣ.ᐟ o — of course not .ᐟ it’s more .. im uncomfortable because of the situation, and i thought you might actually be the one made uncomfortable by * my presence.” ⠀[⠀glancing up at him, only to quickly divert his gaze once again.⠀] ⠀
( he understood. of course , he understood why sunday was so uncomfortable. a part of him felt almost pitiful enough to step away entirely. he didn't. not yet. ) are you discomforted by my presence?
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you don't need him, you don't need me. with that poisoned bottle you'll be free, but be damn sure you don't mix it up with mine.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀HUMAN EVENT : 10/24/24 - ?
i don’t want to suffer any longer and i can’t, i can’t, i can’t, i can’t, i can’t.
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⠀ “my .. condition, odd naught to be worried about, hardly, with the things I’ve done.”⠀[⠀although he was doing his best to change now, he could not forget past grievances, and felt immense guilt.⠀] ⠀[⠀the situation he imposed on the other .. ⠀
( aventurine looked up , tilting his head and observing the other's movements. the stratagem doesn't refuse connversation entirely ... ) i've been reaping the rewards of a successful mission. ( a half-lie , the rewards were few and far betwern. he was almost punished for it. )
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⠀ ⠀would not be forgotten in a hurry, nor forgiven on his end.⠀] “nevermind, it must be troublesome conversing with me after everything, shall we part ways .ᐣ” ⠀
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ᅟ EVENT. but i've changed lots, i've come so far. i've seen the beauty, seen the sta͟r͟s͟. ᅟ ᅟ
i have poison inside me, and i destroy everything i touch. that's my legacy. i have nothing to show for the life that i've lived and i have nobody in my life who is better off for having known me.
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//im not ok… 150ish pulls done and I got E2S1
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⠀ ⠀[⠀his gaze traveled down to the ground, as if acting submissive to not seem like a threat, although he could guess that would hardly mean a thing.⠀] “it has .. been a while. are you well .ᐣ”⠀[⠀he doesn’t know what thought in his head made it seem like a good idea ~
( Stepping back due to the slight collision , his mind suddenly snaps back to reality. ) That was my bad , I wasn't watching my ste-- ( He cut himself off , eyeing the amn in front of him pointedly. The raise of his brows indicated his recognition. )
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⠀ to converse so casually with him like this ..⠀] ⠀
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⠀ 𝐌𝐀𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐘 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝓟𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐙𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍 𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝓛𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝓦𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃 . ⠀
⠀ 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝓝𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝓓𝐀𝐘 . #GIRP | #HSRRP | #ZZZRP #MVRP ⠀
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✶ ˒ ૮αℓℓ ʍɛ ̲f̲̲i̲̲g̲̲h̲̲t̲̲e̲̲r̲ —
☼ ﹏ ☆ 𝙸 ' 𝐥𝐥 ᴍ𝑜𝑝 𝗧нє ƒˡᵒᵒʳ ᥕі𝗍һ ᵧₒᵤ .ᐟ
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⠀⠀⠀xn--ender-rs3cf171bqa.xn--6i… obsessive sunday x someonehere ship when
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⠀ ⠀[⠀stopped in his tracks by the blonde, he almost dropped the paperwork he had been delivering, stopping short of picking it up when he recognized just who exactly it was.⠀] “aventurine .. coincidence meeting you here, uhm ..”⠀[⠀clearing his throat awkwardly.⠀] ⠀
( A huff leaves his lips. Aventurine , the infamous stoneheart , rumored to have been the luckiest man in the galaxy , running errands for his colleagues ? An unlikely story , and yet here he was. ) ( In his carelessness , he ran into @etherealphim. )
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⠀ ⠀[⠀sitting at his little desk, bent his paperwork somewhat uncomfortably, eyes half-lidded from being tired and stressed out. he’s allowed @G4LAXYRANGER in his office on the deal that he doesn’t mess with his work ..⠀] ⠀
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