Waking up and knowing I’ll have to pretend to everyone that I’m not predicting I’m going to completely waste the day or else I’ll be seen as a self-pitying quitter and risk being given up on
I like to think I’m surrounded by people who are understanding of me regardless of what I have or have not done but like urgh. I feel like I’m on the track to really damaging my own life and inconveniencing others in the process and it is really frustrating and anxiety-inducing