Gutgrowing

Candy goes on clearance tomorrow. I’m already planning the haul that pushes this body further into diabetic coma territory. Force-feed me every discounted bag until I’m too bloated and sick to move. Who’s helping me ruin myself with the clearance candy? 😈🐽 #unhealthy #immobile – at Manchester, England

Ate so much candy tonight my stomach is screaming and in agony... and I’m still reaching for more.... 🐷🐷 This is how it starts — sugar, then the long slow slide into a nice sugar high. 😵‍💫😵‍💫 Don’t stop me. Pack it in. 🥵🐽 #unhealthy #slob #halloween #diabetes – at Manchester, England

Halloween’s the perfect excuse. Gonna eat so much candy my blood sugar spikes into the danger zone and I get hard thinking about the damage. Stuff me until the gut is tight and my body starts paying for it. 🐽🍬🥵 #unhealthy #deathfeedee #Immobile #gainer – at Manchester, England

Fill the house with cameras. I want every jiggle, every strained breath, every desperate “more please” recorded and watched while you keep stuffing me fatter and fatter 🐽🐽🥵 #slob #unhealthy #forcefeeding – at Manchester, England

Got that deep, sticky urge again… the one where I just want to be forced in front of a mirror, stuffed until I’m shaking, and made to watch exactly what a greedy little glutton I’m becoming 😈😈 – at Manchester, England

Tried to stand up just now. Gut dragged me straight back down. Sat here panting, half hard, already ordering more food. This is the stage I wanted. 🐽🥵😈 – at Manchester, England

Blood pressure still dangerously high. Doctor looked at my thick arms and just sighed while cuffing my arm up. I looked at his lean frame and got hard thinking how easy he moves while I’m usually stuck on the couch growing and eating away. – at Manchester, England

Used to be able to do push-ups. Now I can’t even roll onto my side without help. I’m getting harder the more useless I become. #exjock #immobile #unhealthy #slob

I’ve been practicing not getting up unless I absolutely have to. Food within arm’s reach, phone charged, and this gut sitting so heavy on my thighs that rolling over is already work. The longer I stay planted, the more I want to stay planted. One day I won’t have a choice... 🥵 – at Manchester, England

Ate until my stomach was tight and painful and then kept going anyway. The pressure in my gut is almost too much and I’m rock hard because of it. Every shift on the couch makes me more aware of how overstuffed I am. Ordering more food while I’m already like this feels right. – at Manchester, England

Still can’t walk more than a few steps without sharp pain in my heels thanks to how heavy I’ve gotten. Delivery apps are getting a workout while I sit here like a beached whale and feed the problem that caused it. Anyone else turned on by their body breaking down under the gain? – at Manchester, England

Fat ass. – at Manchester, England

Blood pressure cuff barely fit around my fat upper arm at the clinic. Doctor had to dig out the extra-large one and still looked worried when the numbers flashed. I just sat there getting hard while he told me it was dangerously high again and to lose weight desperately. – at Manchester, England

Plantar fasciitis update. ice packs on my feet, gut resting on my thighs and a pile of food next to me because I can’t really move. Every pound I add right now makes the recovery longer. I’m not even mad about it. Feels like my body is forcing me into the next stage of pig life. – at Manchester, England

this heavy body finally wrecked my feet. Got plantar fasciitis. Doctor told me to stay off them for several days and keep the weight off… which is hilarious because that's going to put more weight on.... already getting hard at how immobile I’m becoming. 🥵😜😈 – at Manchester, England

Tried to bend over and tie my shoes this morning. Gut and thighs made it impossible so I had to sit on the edge of the bed and struggle. Ended up sweaty and out of breath just from that. Laces still aren’t tight enough and I don’t care. That was far too much work! 🥵😂 – at Manchester, England

Years ago a straight nurse on Feabie fed me a pizza, a jug of melted butter mixed into choc ice cream, and sugar just to watch the train wreck. He wasn’t into guys... just wanted to see how much of a pig I am. Got so disgusted he deleted his account & swore off every feedee.. 😂 – at Manchester, England

Just matched with another straight guy on the app who only wants to watch me eat and call me a useless fat pig etc. No flirting, no “you’re cute,” just pure disgust and orders to keep stuffing up. I sent him a video of me eating and he replied with more insults. 🥵🥵 😈 – at Manchester, England