its deadass so hard not to laugh in peoples faces in the hallways when rhey stay stupid shit like the amount of times ive almost gotten slimed out is scary 😅
my family is all leaving once i turn 18 i have to figure everything out before then and im so scared i dont know anything and im so mad at my parents for that i mean why wasnt i enough for them to stay a few more years
it was never about punishing myself by cutting for me i did it to prove to myself i was actually sick or something but it felt nice so i kept doing it but it made me so much worse ok thanks for reading
i miss cutting i miss my cuts sticking to my jeans i miss the burn i miss the mess i miss everything but i know the second i relapse im gonna regret it