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/ having been a few months since TLOU S2 finished and taking a step back, it's made me realise how much tlou fandom sucks π
/ tlou pt2 says: have empathy, see different perspectives
tlou fandom does: harass and send personal attacks to the people involved in S2 cus it didn't do what they wanted
( she gives a sigh of both frustration and tiredness . how can she make Dina understand ? she regrets leaving , of course , but how can she make her understand that it was better for them that she left ? she wasn't in a state to be a parent . . . she was forcing herself Β»
to keep going , just for them . something was going to break eventually )
" look me in the eyes and tell me that he would've been better off with me , having fucking panic attacks , screaming while holding him ! Dina- "
a deep breath . calming herself .
" i'm sorry i Β»
her eyes linger on their baby for a few extra moments , before another kiss is stolen by Dina . she gives a soft chuckle at her statements , tilting her head into her soft hand as she cups her cheek . making a small noise as her cheek is pinched by her girlfriend .
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" you're pretty greedy today , "
her gaze falls to JJ again . " your mama is a glutton , " she fake-whispers to the baby , earning a giggle . he had no idea what she said , but he doesn't care .
she gives a playful eye roll as Dina offers a joke , giving her a look .
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" we were , "
( her reply is quick ; too quick . she knows Dina too well to think that she's just going to let it go )
" we were happy . i was happy . . . when i wasn't thinking about Abby . or Joel . and that was basically never . "
( a sniff , and another sigh )
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( not even flinching as she hears and feels the anger in her voice . the pure emotion seeping from her words . she simply gives a deep sigh , looking to the ground and avoiding eye contact )
" i know . i wasn't-- i didn't expect you to just forgive me . i just thought Β»
( she winces at the statement , remembering their last conversation . thinking of the right words to say is especially hard , but she's trying her very best to find them . )
" shit , i- "
( she freezes . what is there to say ? that she's sorry ? fat lot of good that Β»
( she rolls back and forth on her heels for a few moments as time seemingly freezes . she takes a deep breath , exhaling deeply as Dina turns around .
she doesn't look much different from when she left her , if a little tired . it's heartbreaking ; it felt like ages for Β»
( her mind was racing , thoughts flooding over each other helplessly as she tries her best to stay focussed on the here and now ; but it's difficult . she can't help but think about what Dina's reaction to her presence could be . anger , fear even ? she can't think about Β»