in the ether

2004
Joined June 2025
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if i can’t be happy i can at least be beautiful
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scrolling through r/bpdlovedones to remind myself that i shall not want (love) (because i do not deserve it)
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i wouldn’t mind being a housewife / homemaker as long as i have time for my evil experiments and research
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robert eggers please adapt the picture of dorian gray and you will be reincarnated as a lotus flower
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would’ve been the perfect dorian, if only it were still 2017
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my mom posts photos of me on facebook as if she is at all involved in my life
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she gets a lot of comments from people i’ve never met, probably her friends or my stepdad’s relatives. i wonder if they ask why i’m never around. “where is your missing daughter? why have we never met her?” i don’t think she’d tell them the truth anyways
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i think she enjoys the attention and respect she gets out of being a mother more than the actual act being a mother. i don’t think it’s what she ever wanted. it’s okay; i’ve learned to live without her and she’s learned to live without me
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the next time i hear someone doom about ssri usage and how it’s bad for “reasons” i’m going to kill myself in front of them and see how that changes their perception of mental health
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i wish i could be lovable without trying
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could’ve been my anything now everything’s embarrassing!!!!!
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im both incredibly comforted and deeply disturbed by the fact that nothing lasts forever
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spending more than 3 hours alone with your family
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I—
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oh my god oh mY god oh my god
Ethel Cain has reportedly written an original song for Robert Eggers’ ‘WERWULF.’ (hollywoodreporter.com/lists/…)
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goodnight world
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