Mardi

I AM WHEEZING SO HARD LAUGHING RN OMG PLZ WATCH THIS – at Hillsboro, OR

I rarely get on here. I am currently in motel housing while I wait for my housing voucher. I am applying for disability for complications after brain surgery. I am without $ and food and I am desperate. If any of you can help me out my cashapp is $mardithomas94 or PayPal (dm me)

No one here follows/reads my tweets anymore. So I find this a semi okay place to share that since I haven't been able to find a job for the last 2 months.....I got until end of week to move out. With no money. No place. So send me prayers. And if any help $mardithomas94

Do you ever just want and need a hug so bad but have no one to ask? Yeah. It hurts. I just wanna cry. And have a tight tight hug. That's all.

Yo. I'm going on a date tonight with my cute and funny coworker. I'm so excited. Gunna meet up at a bar. Play pool and see how things go. Wish me luck. – at Hillsboro, OR

I'm so excited to have tomorrow off. I worked Tuesday-Saturday this week and I have tomorrow off then I go back Monday-Thursday (taking Friday off for personal things) my job is awesome for me. Good pay. Easy job. I basically am paid to sit and read. Reading "A Little Life" – at Hillsboro, OR

It's a bright sunny day here in Oregon. No clouds or rain. 60°. My fav type of weather. – at Hillsboro, OR

Today is my Friday at work. I only have Sunday off and start back Monday but just a 4 day work week. Thank god. Damn. Working security is so easy. I started a 800 page book last week and I I'll probably finish it like Wednesday-ish. – at Hillsboro, OR

I've been clean from drugs for almost 2 years. And in those 2 years I've come to see how fuucked up I was while using. Between losing 125 pounds in a year and half and being paranoid and psycho....I've learned. lol. Gained all that weight back but also my freaking sanity. I win. – at Hillsboro, OR

Yo. I used to be a Twitter....yes I said Twitter.....h03 and tweet all the time. Thinking of getting back into it. Do y'all still tweet like normal or has it gone dead for ya? – at Hillsboro, OR

Me sitting here in Oregon wanting to go to a Waffle House so bad. For reals. Bring to west coast plzzzzz @WaffleHouse – at Hillsboro, OR

Do you remember when you joined X? I do! #MyXAnniversary

But last post for tonight. I'm glad to be clean. And away from all that dark shit. And that it's not my life anymore. A complete turn around. I won. And I'm continuing to learn. – at Hillsboro, OR

I was only using m3th for 2.5 years. But it brought a lot of of shit that's not me. People. Baggage. But more importantly. Personal demons. I was so scared. Yo. I thought I was in Truman Show. – at Hillsboro, OR

I've found my voice more through my 2 years of silence from drugs. At first it was euphoria. Like WOAH. DRUGS SO KEWL!!! DO THEM!!! To my paranoia & straight up terror that silenced me. I got skinner. And I got quiet. That's not me. I'm fat and loud. – at Hillsboro, OR

Also my abusive and lame ex was FINALLY (thank the powers that will be) found guilty this last week and he gunna have his life changed and ruined forever. And I'm so so so happy about that. And that's not mean of me. – at Hillsboro, OR

I'm back in therapy. Working. Paying bills. Living that "boring adult life" that while during addiction I craved more than the drug. And now I have it. And I'm so thankful. – at Hillsboro, OR