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my friend stopped replying to me and didn’t return my calls but I’ve reached equilibrium so fuck u. but if u text me back it’s like ily
one of my bestest friends from year 10-13 just stopped replying to me hasn’t returned my calls and goes out with her other friends all the time what the fuck did i do
my closest friendships/para-relationships have always been the most insane, intense experiences. actual emotional hell and torment. i feel like they’ve blunted my affect and feelings.






