Okay digital diary time
I've already been juggling two degrees, and even tho one's online, it honestly does feel like 2 full time degrees
And now I've taken on two jobs as well, one's part time, tho i only took the second one because my employer Really tried to accomodate me
Do I wanna tell anyone irl about any of this? No.
So now I have to do all this, but I also have to do it without anyone finding out
The sneaking around to smoke also really tires me out, the hiding everything adds so much to my mental load
I've been having the most weirdest, and most vividest dreams, so vivid that I mistake them for reality
Today, co-star has the AUDACITY to tell me 🤡🤡🤡
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I see this rishi video on my tl more than I see my family members 😭
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Detach, babygirl. He doesn’t like you. He likes that you’re pretty, available, and always there when he wants attention. Don’t confuse access with affection.
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why am i stressing over someone who doesn’t even ask me if I’m okay
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hope is a dangerous thing for someone like me who clings onto everything like a stray dog













