. • 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬 ; 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮

my father tells me that i'm too loud but he hasn't yet figured out that i inherited it from him.

i dig because i hold grudges. i dig with anger. i dig because i am hungry.

i feel so lonely， like childhood again.

i did not like to be touched， but it was a strange dislike. i did not like to be touched because i craved it too much. i wanted to be held very tight so i would not break.